I’ve spent so long and so many takes trying to record this that I already hit the Milestone I was trying to hit that’s awesome all right hey everyone welcome back to another video um today I had a couple things that I wanted to talk about this video was supposed to be me Hitting 120 000 kills I’ll probably still call it such but I got a lot more to talk about than just Milestones every time I hit a milestone I always talk about the next Milestone what this Milestone means the state of SkyWars I’m going to be talking about a lot more Than that today for the first time in who knows how long I got some actual topics to talk about so let’s dive in um first things first I wanted to talk about my presence on YouTube or really the lack there of a presence on YouTube this has probably been the least active I’ve been on YouTube since I started in 2016. I’ve posted a total of about nine videos this year and I used to be posting like nine videos over the course of a couple weeks so something obviously must have happened right clearly if I’m not doing YouTube my time has to be Spent somewhere else right right it all kind of started around September of last year I made my Channel’s anniversary video I make one every year around the end of September because that’s when my channel was birthed at the time of making that video I was starting to get Really demotivated and just I wasn’t really feeling it anymore at least with YouTube I kind of put it in perspective that I’ve been making SkyWars commentary videos since I was 12 years old and I was now 18 years old and I was doing the exact same thing that I was doing in Middle school I graduated high school and I was doing the same thing I was doing in middle school I talked a lot about how I felt like I needed to make a change and how I needed to kind of just move forward from making SkyWars videos feel a little bit more ambitious you Know and you’ll never guess what the next video I posted was clean combos baby the most generic SkyWars commentary video you have ever laid your eyes on and that’s kind of just been how this trend has been going ever since that video I’ve made maybe 2 more and two Maybe three ambitious videos that weren’t SkyWars commentaries but all in all it’s been skyward’s commentaries it’s really just been that I’ve made those so many times I I think people have seen them so many times that they know exactly what to expect it’s stale it’s boring it’s not I mean obviously the subject matter I think can make it more enjoyable to watch but every video had the same subject matter right I talked about the same thing in pretty much every single one of those videos can only talk about the same thing and do the same thing so Many times before it’s just repetitive on top of just feeling really out of it youtube-wise and just not being that into SkyWars I was also kind of going through a lot during December to January to even now kind of the same kind of vibe in December I got really sick I got Hit back to back with double like sicknesses basically I got a sinus infection and then I got RSV really bad I had to go to the emergency room it was not a fun it was not a fun chain of events let’s say that much it really Wasn’t it’s never fun to show up to your workplace as a patient instead of an employee let’s say that much as soon as I was finally starting to feel better from being sick my work schedule changed to be much more work and a much more inconsistent schedule for work I’d be working 100 Hours on call one week and then have a random schedule that’s never a consistent thing and it’s difficult when you’re used to something consistent and then having something not consistent it was just a difficult adjustment for me trying to get used to hey okay wait no I Don’t go into work that day I have this day off and then screwing up my sleep schedule and screwing up everything else just so I can work and cover a shift for a job that I don’t know how to do I could complain about work I’m not going To because it’s not that bad it’s just it was a lot to adjust to and work pretty much became my main priority my main focus it was frustrating because I wanted to focus on so much else I wanted to dedicate more time to YouTube more time to my friends and my family because I think they deserve to have some more time you know but pretty much my mindset and my entire mindset focused onto my job work trying to get through my job trying to um I applied and started I’m going to school in the fall so trying to prepare Myself for that so I can at least set myself up for something better in the fall there was a lot of changes coming around hopefully in the fall I’ll actually be in a better position to make more videos because I will have more time hopefully but regardless getting Adjusted to that was a lot and on top of that while I was already going through a lot of other changes in my life I decided to say hey you know what let’s put me first a little bit and I finally started working out and I finally started going to the gym Consistently something that I’ve been wanting to do forever finally starting to be consistent about my personal goals trying to put my best foot forward to be the best person that I can be physically mentally whatever that also took up a lot of time time that I probably would Have put to YouTube in the past and now I’m finally trying to make a comeback to YouTube because I finally feel like I am in the place to do so I feel like I’m in the place to move forward with YouTube as well and that means one more thing Which we’re going to talk about next by the end of the summer my goal is to transition away from SkyWars completely at least making videos on SkyWars I feel like it’s kind of run its course I feel like there’s kind of not a lot left to do in Skywars every SkyWars video that Could have been done already has been done and it’s been done better I don’t see much of a point for for me trying to continue on and trying to make more SkyWars videos when hey I don’t enjoy the game and B there might not even be a SkyWars YouTube scene in a year if I’m trying to be a content creator I’m trying to grow my channel try and be a sustainable thing I don’t think it’s my in my best interest and in the viewer’s best interest to keep trying to push through in this small little niche and You know what it does suck I’m a little upset about it because I like the niche that I’m in I like the community that’s left and I love my fans I love every single one of you watching this video I love everything that you guys you know You guys are the only reason why I continue to make SkyWars videos the only reason why I push myself to play this game to keep going and I’m not doing this as an active betrayal I’m not doing this as an act of like I’m leaving the SkyWars Community because at my core I Will always be a Skyward YouTuber a SkyWars player a part of the community but I think right now it’s time to just start moving on I’ve wanted to do move like this for a very long time I’ve wanted to move away in 2020 I wanted to Move away in 2021 2022 after I graduated high school I wanted to move into a different kind of YouTube video vibe and now I feel like I’m finally in a place where I can put my foot down and make that move you know I did make a move Similar to this in the past I was a rank skywards YouTuber before I was just a general SkyWars YouTuber I kind of felt like at the time rank SkyWars was kind of going down I I didn’t think it was going to have much more of a place in About a year this was in 2018 mind you this was 2019. um I didn’t really feel like ranked SkyWars had much more of a place on YouTube I didn’t really feel like it had much more of a community and I was just getting really fed up with when I was Trying to record I just I was running into the same kind of thing struggles that I had recording this video not being able to record the video that I wanted to record rank SkyWars was a very inconsistent thing at the time and I couldn’t really uh I was kind of struggling to make the videos as frequently or as often as I wanted to and again rank skywards you can only make so many kinds of videos so I moved away and it was tough at first but it ended up being the best decision That I made for my channel and I’m hoping that this is going to be kind of the same along the same kind of lines I’m hoping this ends up being a great decision for now I’m going to stick by like by slowly transitioning away from The kind of stuff I’m just going to make some videos I have a few more videos left on my plate that I’ve been trying to finish forever so I’m finally going to finish those up and then I think it’s going to be time to end this chapter honestly I appreciate everything that You guys have done everything that you guys have you know being present for everything and hopefully staying with me during this hopefully smoothed transition I’ve got some ideas on how I can make a move and how I can still keep it interesting to you guys while still You know it’s more of uh I’m just trying to make it enjoyable for myself as selfish as that may be I could continue to make these videos but I wouldn’t enjoy them and I think after a while you guys wouldn’t enjoy them either I always like watching videos where the people Are actually having fun instead of just forcing themselves to do something they don’t want to do and I hope you guys can understand that uh it’s not not like I’m doing this because I don’t like I don’t know not bad I guess the point that I’m Trying to make is I’m not doing it because I hate everything I hate SkyWars I hate all this I I think it’s just time to move forward and it’s time to move on that’s pretty much all that I have to say um hopefully you guys enjoy this Video if you did I appreciate you a lot um if you want more updates and more like you want to discuss anything that I mentioned in this video want any more information feel free to join my Discord because I’m for I try to talk there I’ll answer anyone I’ll talk to anyone you Know just try and be open about it so if you guys like this video leave a like comment subscribe and uh yeah see on the other side Video Information
This video, titled ‘120,000 Kills + Where I’ve Been | Hypixel Skywars’, was uploaded by IroTheCookieLord on 2023-06-11 16:00:36. It has garnered 2715 views and 172 likes. The duration of the video is 00:09:41 or 581 seconds.
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