MiloCraft – Vtuber SHOWCASE and Minecraft

All right I guess I’ll start fight hello Umbra run ah Cass White House says hi hey how you doing welcome so there I so I now have a YouTuber model of my character my boy my boy and there’s some issues with it that I have to fix still and it’s okay because I’m

Trying to learn how to use blender but I am in fact here let’s see Merry Christmas absolutely Merry Christmas to you too this Christmas Eve man nice YouTuber thank you worked out on myself again I have to fix some things on them like the uh his mouth movement’s a

Little large and the Expressions he does you’ll see his whiskers on the back of his like head pop out sometimes like right there where I’m talking now you’ll see it pop out that’s something I have to fix still but I’ve spent like three days working on this and messing around

With all the settings and trying to get it to work finally finally it’s working and I forgot to remove the wings because I I didn’t think about it while I was doing it in the wings if you don’t know are massive the wigs are definitely in the way I’m

Good how are you I’m doing pretty good thank you thank you thank you Mr monster man he’s not a monster man he is Dragon he’s durg is dragon happy Christmas Eve happy Christmas Eve to you too let’s see Wolfgang oh well hey how you doing so yeah we’re gonna just do some

Minecraft we’re gonna fight around on Minecraft for a little bit having some fun um and then I am going to probably eat some new Dodge after I close stream and then I’ll probably go to work because I kind of have to go to work works the thing I have to do also also

Guys look at this watch this hey how you doing hey it’s not perfect there definitely needs to be some work on it but uh it’s not bad let’s look at the physics wobble eat ears I’m happy with it I’m happy with it so close up well of course of course it is

Who do you think I am a guy who’s not going to be close up that did turn down the sensitivity on his Expressions a little bit because these Smiles like very easily see that’s mad cool you I’m very happy with that I I really am and I think that

Um as time’s gonna go on I’m definitely gonna get better with it uh what video did you follow for blender learning uh I didn’t create the model from scratch this is one that I purchased but I changed it like the textures the assets like things like that and I adjusted the character itself

Because there’s different sliders so like his face structure is what I’ve been trying to work on and design for a while um and I finally got him rolling so like it’s a pre-made Draconian um model but the modeler gives you all the control to like you know change whatever

You need to change on it which is really nice also I’ve been freezing all day because in Florida for some reason it is like 40 degrees it was 25 degrees when I walked into my door last night after I got off work I am freezing and My heat isn’t working for some reason

So I’m gonna have to call tomorrow because I’ll be damned if I’m doing it today I’m gonna have to call tomorrow I’m like hey guys my heater’s not working um help so I’m gonna do have to do that tomorrow um I even like shut off my breaker and

Everything and relaunched my breaker to like see if maybe that would kick the heat on didn’t work didn’t work so that’s the thing I have to do let’s see I’ve been wondering what is the distance between you and your camera uh I am about maybe two feet foot and a half

Give or take a little bit because my camera is between my two monitors here so my monitor to my right which is where I’m looking then there’s the camera in front of me then there is the other monitor or the other monitor up there then down there is my dry

Tablet so it’s set up in a weird way but the camera is between two my monitors so that I can look at you while I read chat and then I go back just a little extra thought going into it you know I wonder like when I read

Chad I wanted to make sure I could look towards chat right and then switch back to the game laughs in California it’s like 50 or 60 over here I you listen I’m in Florida it should stay that it almost ever gets this cold in Florida all right and we’re suffering

And all I have right now are like blankets that like I I’m so I’m in a long sleeve jacket not jacket I’m in a long sleeve like a sweater with some uh sweatpants on and I have my Giant Panda where my feet are so my panda is warming

My feet up and I have a blanket over my lap because one cozy and two I’m cold guys I’m a dragon I I don’t do cold you guys see this like I’m not I’m a lizard dude I’m not built for cold let’s see 57 in California oh my God

Also my camera cord is like slightly in the way of my chat which is I’m gonna have to adjust and change a little bit so let me quickly I’m gonna switch you guys up yeah I’ll move my OBS here move chat right there that’ll work

All right I think I got enough of that where’s my crafting table oh there it is also I hope stream’s not too laggy or anything because again I haven’t uh what’s my FPS right now 66 73 I can roll with that actually that’s not that’s not bad but it’s not bad

All right cool let’s see my nickname in my house is lizard so I feel you oh no what’s the lizard the lizard awesome I’m gonna add some more Expressions to him because I need to have a because I’m a dragon right so I I

I have to have a uh what do you call a a Vore expression where I’m just like ah you know big mouth open like everyone knows that has to happen right that’s just the fact of it and it’s fun now I’m not into war by any means

But I know that I’m trying to make sure I don’t cap or peek too much but I know that um P4 like open mouth Dragon I’m like okay see weather report says two degrees in most parts of Indiana Oh my god dude so we just got hit by a giant cold front

And you know what sucks is I didn’t realize it was gonna be cold I didn’t know because I I where are you there you are I walked outside to go to work last night and he’s kind of creepy looking I’m not gonna sorry guys his mouth was very big um

So when I went to work last night right I didn’t realize it was gonna be cold I had no idea right no idea I stepped out that door and I was like but I was already running late I’m never I’m not I’m not late for work I always

Show up early but it’s late to me because it was like two minutes past my you need to be in the car uh and I was like it’s cold I was like no it’s fine I’ll be fine I work inside I get to work I had to step outside and do patrols I

Forgot about that somehow and I froze my ass off I was like it’s called yeah so anyway I was walking outside and I teach and and in my uniform like a t-shirt basically freezing to death yay how fun I gotta get better at doing dabs I un unhinged that jaw listen man

It happens I’m so sorry okay again I I messed up some of his mouth movement so his mouth opens up bigger than expected when talking which is fine I literally like exported this and immediately launched because I knew it was gonna work uh but again there are

Some things I gotta fix for sure but uh it’s working I have my hair that’s what I really cared about I had another version that worked really well perfectly in fact but he didn’t have hair I was like so I did it again and I messed it up somehow this time around

Before I before I even step outside I checked the check the weather yes uh yeah I don’t check the weather because again I live in Florida I I usually expect rain or heat not usually freezing here doesn’t usually freeze here and I forgot to turn the Taps on when it gets down to

Like um hard freeze I forgot to do that and so I didn’t hard I didn’t do that and I really should have and none of my pipes froze which is really good uh but there’s always you know a risk that it does so I mean I leave tonight because

Tomorrow’s also going to be really cold when I leave tonight I’m gonna have to um what do you call it they’ll let my Taps like drip a little bit just like little drips just so that my doesn’t freeze oh look at this this is nice like this

I I mean I just like bamboo Bamboo’s nice man Bamboo’s good hi Mr sheep I’m so sorry I have to do this I have to make a bed sorry all right do this uh what what phew there we go I will wait here until daytime but how you guys doing did you guys

Think the motto’s cute do you think he’s good I think he’s good I like him okay this is like the third iteration of the stand model by the way I’ve had to do it so so many times so very many times like a lot man a lot let’s see

So what are you guys up to foreign expression looks cute I think so too again I just have to I just have to fix some things on it which is okay I can do that I can do that no problem uh his wings his wings gotta go his wings are a

Little big I think wait do I keep the wings and just make them closer to his body like close his wings a bit more what do you think do I just close his wings more or do I get rid of the Wings friendly dragon Vibes yeah Granite his

Eyes are interesting uh what’s funny is like so what happened with his eyes his eyes originally were gonna have like you know white in his eyes and then I was like okay but when I first started this model into the program into Unity it turned his eyes like his color of his

Eyes you know were teal like I have and it was just black all of it was black around it and I was like yo that’s sick and I just fell in love with how it looks so I I kept it bring them closer yeah I think definitely like bring them closer would

Definitely a good thing and then I have my other the other durg version I have which I can I’ll do this all right so I’ll do this enough videos I don’t close out of it you know I won’t worry about it I won’t worry about it

Also have to head out of my desktop this is my desktop I made sure to keep it clean for you guys it’s baseball boy VR chat Adobe Creative Cloud VC face all these other things so yeah yeah well I had Club Steely open let’s see are you going to match your

Minecraft skin with your uh V2 model I would like to try but when I tried that the other night it looked horrifying because I could think of that okay so the character the dragon character is complex looking right he’s not an easy recreate for pixels especially only a 64

By 64 pixel layout so his horns his ears you know all of that it’s hard to make it look normal so I was just kind of like you know what I’m not going to worry too much about that I’m just gonna be happy with what

It is you know I plus I love my mates skin I do I love my maid skin I don’t want to get rid of this it’s good for the jiggle see the the jiggle physics sound even better yes he’s got the jiggle physics his ears I’ll zoom in for you guys

Jacob has sex I’m just shaking my head right now like yeah physics and his broken bottle thing that keeps popping in and out I’m so sorry those are his whiskers that I tried to hide and for some reason they just keep coming back oh no he’s hot oh no

Oh no I should have his other Expressions bound okay oh no I forget that like the Expressions will overlay yeah oh no he’s cute wouldn’t Smiles like that I know all right moving back to normal guys I’m becoming a streamer dude let me rephrase that I’m becoming a furry dude

God what have I done is there anything down here is that it no yeah I guess so how about that let’s see jigophysics dude I love his Jiggles dude his his little his little jiggling is freaking cute and it’s perfect and I love him he is my boy oh flowers I will take

These okay so fun fact these are my favorite Minecraft hours I think they’re lilacs lilac these are my favorites so I’m gonna grab all of these flowers which is actually a big reason why I love living in like a birch Forest Birch Force always just has just clee

I love him but he’s terrifying I mean he is a dragon what’d you expect Merry Christmas my dude thank you so much for the uh for the 5 USD I’ll give you smile thank you thank you for the five USD I appreciate it thank you so much slappy45 USD I hope your notification

Pops up should it should by all standards it should right I even have like a new like thingy I knew I even have a new alert box please pop up hey there we go ipg53 super chat Merry Christmas my dude thank you and Merry Christmas to you too happy holidays

I love Mr Cow I’m so sorry I’m a carnivore I gotta eat you I mean if that cow has a kink he might like it thoughts I’m glad some of you guys like it I wish there were more people here to be like yo look you know I wish I wish oh I

Didn’t announce it in the Discord I should probably do that right yeah I should announce it on Twitter too hold on let me go be that actual content creator and do this uh copy video URL oh let’s not be on that Twitter you guys can’t see this thankfully

Why do I have 19 notifications what happened to me oh God what’s happening why do I have certain notifications I’ll look at them when I finish this when I’m done with stream I’ll take a minute to look at them um I’m live with dragon tweet and we go to the Discord

Wow I’m so happy that’s not on my main screen there we go why is he angry but that I do oh okay I hit home okay let me let me look at let me look at this Twitter feed what are we looking at here Merry Christmas to you as well

Lots of presents okay what was the original tweet this you what are you oh it’s lucky Halloween hello let’s see merry Xmas thank you I heart and I retweet and I reply with heart heart reply bam just like that we’re done all right go back to this and now we

Jump back into Minecraft hey hey let’s see it’s that Twitter what Twitter what are you talking about what’s what I’m supposed to be getting ready right now and then get ready get ready for what you gotta do I don’t want to be I don’t want to slow you down sorry

Sauce question mark what are we sussing oh you’re talking about me being like Oh that shouldn’t be on there yeah listen guys I’m a dragon all right there’s things that I have on my desktop I mean first I’m a dragon and an artist okay you know what that means okay

No uh but yeah so uh so yeah I have things on my desktop that are um well just things nothing crazy all right Anna for that I’m having too much fun with this I’m having way too much fun with this is that another five oh my God what are

You doing laughing thank you though I really appreciate it but you don’t you don’t have to do it thank you so much for the five USD coming through Super Chat you didn’t even type a message with it let’s see when we be a dragon in a mate

Outfit oh God soon there’s no way I don’t do it right there’s no way I don’t do it there’s no way no way I don’t become a dragon and a main outfit and you know what he’s gonna be perfect nothing crazy X to doubt I’m great now

At least I think oh no man’s excited for his close-ups dude he’s so cute I love my boy man I I made this boy maybe not like the model like itself because I had to adjust some things on this model because and when his horns are a little

Too long I I they need to be shrunken down I don’t know why they reset the horns need to be smaller you sound like Mom but you a dragon yes yes another quote I’ve been like so focused on like my model instead of the game itself the

This is right this is where I’ve gone this is where I’ve gone now where I’m just so focused on like the character remember boys and girls uh in between he’s a no hold back type of artist in person that’s that’s true that’s true I don’t hold back

All right if I see something I like I I draw it all right you have to understand I’m a man I’m gay and I think boys are hot all right men are attractive I draw men would you expect me to do hold on I try guys let’s see let’s see signs are concerned

What do you mean signs of concern there’s nothing that can be concerned about I’m just a guy bro who draws men I think listen whoa hi koki Levy Levy Levy hi hi Levy so I gotta go soon see you later thank you so much laffy for stopping by the stream and also remember

You don’t have to donate and do super chats again I appreciate it because it’s awesome and I think it’s like super nice but like you don’t have to I appreciate it though men are hot but I only like anime men you know what that’s a fair argument that’s a that’s a

Fair argument right there I think men are hot but only if they’re 2D only if they’re two of you I think they’re hot let’s see the little bow tie I do and put some Physics on it so it Jiggles around too yeah yeah I also need to make him some clothes

Because he has no clothes I don’t know how to do clothing I’ll probably learn right I can learn how to make clothing for a dragon surely surely I can this is really pretty I like it over here look at this I have to cook food now

I’m going to die I have a lot of thank God meat doesn’t spoil in this game that bad that would be really unfortunate wouldn’t it little area let’s see yay go upon these ponies two two more USD I will always send Le Mula gracias I appreciate it

I appreciate the Moolah Mula is nice I like money money makes me happy let’s see yes see you get it what I get uh hi I heard about V2 Remodel and damn legit made me speechless for a moment well I’m glad you think so I’m cute right

Right there’s a two USC from Flappy thank you so much also his stream is delayed as it usually is I hope not hi Levy hi Levy lovey look at the Jiggles they’re so good the physics okay so also is delay better on stream I hope it’s like better

Because I know the last stream the delay was a little long and I know it was kind of an issue also if you guys want to know the music I’m listening to it is walking dog w-a-l-k-i-n-g-d-o-g walking dog um on Spotify they are fantastic guitar royalty free so if you yourself stream

You can use the music Dragon mom is cute yeah okay I will say this though would it be successful since I’m like transitioning into like my you know my dragon character right as like a main State thing um do we like do I just become Dragon dad because

Dragon dad seems way less weird to me than being called Daddy but I also like being called Mama cookie because Mama cookie is what I’ve known as right so it’s up to you guys aside you guys can call me whatever you want you can call

Me dragon Dad you can call me Mama koki but never daddy that’s weird that’s weird all right Ian calls me daddy once and I was like don’t do that I was like don’t do that Ian please let’s see I guess uh the delay is only me oh wait I know there’s probably a

Slight delay by a couple seconds um I’m just hoping it’s not like a 10 second delay no Dennis Smith no don’t don’t call me daddy cookie that’s that’s a whole that’s an entire step too far that’s an entire step too far okay we don’t do that we don’t we don’t go by

Daddy cookie papa cookie uh I don’t like the idea I don’t like how that sounds Papa Cokey papa cookie seems a little like I don’t I call my grandfather Papa so like I have Papa right papa is my grandfather and so like being called like Papa cookies like

I don’t know it feels like a disrespect to Papa’s out there right is it just me am I weird am I weird for thinking that like it’s offensive to like old people would be called like Papa like it’s a defensive for someone young to be called

Papa right I feel like that’s a thing Dragon mama I don’t know about Dragon mama because if I if we do dragon mama I feel like people would get like would mistaken his like um mistaken my my boy’s like gender anything I don’t really care if they’re

Mistaken it for the most part but it’s still just kind of like it’s my boy Mama cookie would always be the best the mama cookie it will stay but for anyone who wants to call me anything other than Mama cookie um daddy dragon’s fine papa dragon papa dragon

I think Papa dragon’s okay whatever you want to call me at this point I don’t care just I just like to see you guys man let’s see one of my grandparents Papa can I I’m gonna either die or survive oh man that was close that I almost didn’t end well also look

At this cutie little area oh my God look at this it is my cave now let me take this call though let’s see uh wait can we get a dad joke with dragon dead though I don’t know if I’m good at dad jokes um do do you guys have any dad jokes

I don’t look at dad jokes I don’t read dad jokes I don’t know like what’s a good dad joke like um we could could what what are we doing fire father that’s funny that is fine in VR chat uh my boy does breathe fire so that’s a fun thing

Let’s see at least it’s better than Daniel true dead ass I don’t like being called Daddy it’s weird foreign look at this oh I’m so turning into this to my little bedroom right my little like hole in the ground you know oh yeah we’re living here

Yeah we’re living here down in the caves oh water let’s see uh when does a joke become a dad joke it becomes apparent uh I see I am it’s so funny so funny trying to get better at the at the at the transitioning I’m not very good at it yet but I’ll get

There becomes apparent that’s funny but it’s like Ow like it’s it’s so funny it hurts huh so funny there we go let’s see I know I know I’m hilarious absolutely a comedian you know an absolute hilarious hilarious hilarious myth wrench what sickness does pilate get the

Flu that’s a good one see that’s a good one I like that one that’s a good one to me maybe because it’s like like I don’t know I think it’s the I think comparison things right comparison things is what makes me laugh a little bit you know

I’m not saying it was a good joke I’m saying it was a joke that I didn’t hate you know is that does that make me a bad person this Dad joke was funny water oh God no oh all right I guess we’re keeping that I’m gonna fix the sides

All right this works this isn’t perfect by any stretch of the word but here we go we’ll set up our furnace here Captain table can go pull I guess next to it and yeah let’s go and make some torches make three torches we’ll do one there one here one here

And we’ll do one right here then one a little further up on it there we go that’s good that’s the good stuff only Chan let’s see I I had a little burden its name was enza opened the door and it and wait open the door and it enza flew away

That’s good I actually like that one it was a little lengthy but I like that let’s see what your Minecraft skin be dragon now probably not because you guys want to see what the dragon skin looks like listen you guys want to see the test dragon skin I worked on this

So I click on use I don’t hold on hold on let me show you what this monstrosity looks like let’s see if this is gonna uh didn’t switch over God anyhow that’s what it looked like this it’s awful and what makes it so bad is that my character’s skin tone is extremely pale

It’s an extremely pale yellow and this just looks bad like what are they you can’t even tell that they’re a dragon they’re just so scary you know what I mean so I’m just like I don’t think having a dragon Skin’s gonna work out see I can’t make skin oh my God are you

Insulted me no don’t worry I I can’t I can’t make like pixel skins for the life of me I I just can’t kinda awkward I know the main problem is that you’re wearing a made outfit it doesn’t no without the maid outfit I’m just a ghost literally the maid outfit’s what helps it

I’m not kidding the main outfit helps can I make one for you if you want to go for it by all means you can but I think for now I’m happy with regular made koki it’s okay made cookie is at least an existence this horrifying you may skin more Dusty color

The skin more Dusty color I could I could I very well could but I’m not good at that all right I’m bad at I’m bad at what I do all right I’m not good at that there we go I’m gonna keep this in the center I kind

Of like it’s like a pillar right it’s cute all right let’s set down my bed uh this will be my bedroom this is the bedroom this is the living room this is the kitchen this is the hallway this is the exit oh and my bathroom is here this is my

Bathroom all right I go into this hole all right oh I gotta cook up some iron that I have I do need to make a pickaxe and I have such an excess amount of wood I’m not too concerned I need to make a chest that’s gonna be kind of important oh

It’s the Christmas chest I forgot about this oh all right put all this away I’ll keep yeah we’ll do that over that we’ll keep a sack of Cobble on me because you know how that is okay I think that’s good yeah three it’s perfect we got a pickaxe

Voila let’s see when kids on the playground play house house where’s the punishment quarter here this is the punishment corner right here this is punishment corner I guess you know what I’m gonna do once the once three minutes I’ll make one to share with you somehow but I mean I have

A Discord I don’t know if you are you in this Discord you probably are I have a Discord if anyone doesn’t know already it’s not like a public like out posted anywhere because I don’t know let’s see yeah please don’t talk that’s why I like your name

Pick up some of this food have any more food I can cook no I’m gonna go and make myself an ax because I prefer an ax over normal stuff you know I prefer an ax over a sword any day I don’t know I think just the the like

It’s good for PV PVE versus like the environment um not a huge fan of when it comes down to like fighting other people I guess I don’t know the whole details with that I’m actually not LOL oh well um Dan if you’re still here I give you permission to post a Discord link

You have the power I would but that would kind of pull away for me try to be uh you know oh flower look at it wow oh it’s like the Cave’s nipple let’s see does anyone know um withstand the cute sad face from the chief woohoo I don’t think I do whoa whoa

Not saying any diamonds hmm okay okay Barry Barry there we go better all right I need to get more coal hey Tyson got it let’s go that’s the Discord feel free to join I will uh you have roles for like pronouns and stuff so if you’d like to set your pronouns by

All means please feel free to um and I also will have to manually set your role for um also Dan I need to make you a like a moderator on my server because you have like I trust you like I literally so out of like people who like I know in

General I trust Dan the most genuinely like like Dan has proven themselves to me over and over again and I trust them um I do so I think I would give Dan a moderator role not as trying to be like you know I I’m like saying you’re a

Moderator do moderator things I’m just like if comes down to where you need like you feel like you this person needs to be like get out of the server I give you full power to just be like take your own call you know that’s how I feel with

A lot of like a lot of it hello hey Ohio how you doing let’s see it’s a very large Cavern it is a very large Cavern like my nothing I made a joke and then I realized I shouldn’t make that joke I was gonna say like my ass but you know

It’s weird if I say that right hahaha hi sleepy welcome to the thing this you shouldn’t trust me oh well I’m liking and I’m into the unstable ah liken wait did you change your name wait are you though like are you the liking that I know are you like are you

Just like another like and I don’t know names are hard man I don’t know who’s real anymore there’s so many of these trees down here what is this why there’s so many of them hello villain it’s not working I can’t blame you Dan it’s the best one

Oh then dead removed oh it’s a poora zipporah hey invite me to play with uh well I uh this is single player so I can’t really necessarily invite you but welcome to the stream hope you’re doing good let’s see uh can I join you this is not a server this is uh

Single player because yeah you know that’s just that’s how that works I’m I’m I I also speaking of uh multiplayer um I will be a part of an S P starting the 1st of January so launch day is January 1st which means I will be live on that Saturday

Um I believe it’s a Saturday or snow it’s a Sunday I’ll be live on that Sunday for some s p content all right all right it’s the rift SMP well geez thanks here’s something that’s come on here’s to something like that not happening true yeah is it okay there’s like no more

Iron over here I’m trying to get iron without having to go down there because I’d like to be fully geared before I head down into that just in case I know the chances oh there I should make doors I need doors there’s an axolotl I need doors I need horse uh

We’ll have to do it from the outside now oh that’s fine this is this is okay that’s my window there we go yeah we’re safe okay yo congrats on getting into an s p I know right and what’s funny is so the the people in the rift s p like I guess

I guess one of the creators of it um he was a part he was actually in the uh mctv s p and he I talked to him a bit here and there and he was like I really like your personality your application was really really good I don’t know why

They didn’t choose you like I don’t know why he was genuinely like confused on why I didn’t get chose to be a part of the mctv s p and he was like you know what bro I’m gonna he’s like uh when I make my s p I’m just I’m biting like you’re you’re

Gonna like be invited in I’m like yo sick thanks and uh he he actually held his word and here I am I’m in his s p this I’m not in the s p right this like second like right now in this world because I have to wait until the first

Because that’s when it starts let’s see so many familiar names in chat today it’s the Christmas miracle honestly I can see that yeah because I haven’t seen mocha’s name in a hot minute you did it you’re in the Discord now let’s go oh bat hi

Uh and again I will set your Sprout roll and then Sprout roll just kind of bunches you in with everyone else it’s this thing oh look at you you’re the sweetest little bean I’m gonna I’m gonna help you out all right there you go aren’t you sweet I’m gonna oh it’s raining

Get this iron let’s see this is probably the most active stream in the community in a while yeah I think so it hurts to think that but yeah yeah your backup nerd okay we’re good we’re safe oh let’s get there’s another another cabin you want to fight nerd let’s go let’s go

Bro let’s go yeah grab this grab these oh no no no no God made mother look if I stay here you can’t hurt me right yeah see if you hold still let’s see all right I should probably change my nickname to match YT on the server uh probably because I would I

Wouldn’t know who you were if you changed like both no but if two names are different I’m like dude I don’t know all right listen my brain’s simple I I’m not very good at things so remembering names is one of them I said I’m not very good at now if you’re

Someone who’s like a like a or someone who like is always in the streams I’ll definitely end up remember your name like that’s just how it is because it’s like oh you’re a common viewer or common uh member to the streams and it makes me happy listen I remember people’s names and

They make me happy all right see well I didn’t read the title so I didn’t expect I did not expect the YouTuber thing oh I mean you should the thumbnail there’s a thumbnail also hi welcome in wanna see my boy up close because I did a thing hi he has physics yes foreign

Welcome back in how you doing all right I have to make my way down hey Mr zombie man how are you be gone be gone owie Mr I don’t have a shield I forget that Shields are like a genuine thing that you gotta have in this game now like I

Can’t remember the days when chill I mean you just had to right click on on right I remember back in the day when you just had to right click with your sword all right all of this new stuff I don’t understand you’re not dead hello really dude you want to go too

Oh I missed hey I tripped I tripped there we go porch I’m gonna quickly there we go let’s see remember the name that makes me happy that phrase can go so many ways wait what remember the name that makes me happy I don’t know like how many ways can that go

How many ways can that go physics yes physics yes physics physics physics exactly what are we doing oh my God so for clarity my eye roll name is the moon my Discord is like in system ah you said like in systems and I know exactly who you are nice

Well I hope you’re doing well like it you’re an active chatter in my my Discord also guys like I want to like just say like I’m bad at being a oh God I’m being rolled up on oh my God I gotta try to dip out this way ugh

Like that that doesn’t see if there was a way I could pet I would okay okay so here’s the thing we will have the functionality we have the technology to do so okay there will be a way for you guys to do head Pats okay you can all right I will

Get there eventually to where you can Pat the boy all right and you can do all kinds of things to me and throw things at me like I want to do all that it’s just gonna take a moment all right because I I have to learn how that all

Works first it’s I know it’s a thing because I’ve seen people do it but I took to learn how it how it works okay see did you end up making it into an SMP uh yes so um I was actually I was invited to Rift s p

Um it’s one of the it’s um let’s say Granite I want to say granite anyway he we were chit chatting talking and he was part of the he’s actually part of the mctv s p and he was like I don’t know why they didn’t like you or

Accept you into the s p and he was like why don’t I make my s p I’m inviting you I’m like awesome so he kept his word and he invited me so that’s that’s where I’m at because honestly I stopped looking for an SMP I gave up on it because I was

Just like each s p that I like I did like a genuine like I didn’t I did but I would think a good job applying for was like nah you’re you have like this thing about you that we don’t like you know and it’s usually the fact that I made

Like oh my God no no no no no no no no no no oh ready oh pink Axolotl anyway so it was always this thing that’s like I think a big factor a lot of I didn’t like was that like it was I did role play content

Which was like you know cinematic role play mcrpc and it was specifically gay love story right and I’m not saying they’re homophobic because I feel like a lot of people are not anymore but I feel like if you are someone who actively makes you know LGBT content you know you’re actively like

This is I love this you know just you’re actively someone who is a member of the community who is open about it on media it becomes a thing to where it’s like I feel like there’s still a stigma that if you’re not like them there’s an issue

And they could say oh I’m bi I’m like well yeah cool I’m not and I feel like it becomes an issue that it’s an underlying thing and you don’t realize it you know and I’m not saying anyone’s homophobic by any means but I’m saying there is a psychology

Behind that if you’re not like me I don’t want to be near you because you’re different you know what I mean it’s that psychology it’s that mental um area it’s hard to explain in a way that I’m not but it’s I I can explain it if I wasn’t trying to stream

Because I could take a moment to really break down what I’m saying to you guys but that’s still a thing you know and I even tried to get into like the gay s p which was it’s a thing by the way it’s called Doug ASAP I was like you know at

Least maybe they like me I messaged them seeing what I gotta do when applications were when I would apply they never got back to me and I was like okay I was like all right I guess I’m not gay enough for the gay s p I mean think about I’m I’m I’m I’m

I think I’m pretty gay right I think so I think I’m a friendly guy I’m a cutesy guy I like people I’m nice with people right right guys right I’m trying to get used to this is like using the the buttons with us the expressions or whole thing I don’t know

How to do let’s see uh gotta make sure see villain is gone right I have no idea philan’s gone all right I’m saying I had the had the same thing happen with the S PS so so you probably like you probably know where I’m coming from then when I

Say it feels like it is in some way um I wouldn’t say I don’t want to use the word homophobic necessarily but it’s like there is definitely like a Charged like a reluctance like if like if the person who you know holds an uh and is the

Creator of a a server or an SMP they will surround themselves with people who are similar and like-minded like them which is understandable I I get that but we fall down to the point where if someone’s very different from they are not a bad person by any means but different right

It becomes harder to get in and there’s still that stigma and it’s not even a stigma that they’re like being homophobic it’s just that they’re still young they still don’t understand everything and it’s just one of those things where it’s like you can’t blame

Them you know I’m not mad at them for it by any means is it something that I feel wasn’t a wasn’t an issue oh absolutely but I don’t blame them for it you know and I again I think I’m a very nice person in general I’m a very

Customer service friendly kind of person naturally like the fact that I’m that I’m non-binary exactly and a lot of people don’t look into understanding what that is and anyway I feel like non-binary is one of the ones that actually isn’t like wildly understood like a lot of people mistake not binary

With you know um what’s the word for it um asexual a lot of people will mistaken those two and I was guilty before where I mistaken that prior and then I learned and I was told how it was I was like oh that makes way more sense and I learned

That uh but a lot of people will from what I understand mistake those two it’s gonna whip my ass oh my God let’s see yeah sort of like an instinct Instinct what are we instincting you’re a nice you’re amazing huh but no nipples no nipples I have a version with nipples

Yeah I I in fact have a nipple version and I’m happy about it but uh I I don’t think you two I mean I don’t think YouTube cares if I have nipples but I feel like it’s weird having nipples on my dragon right that’s kind of weird right I prefer without nipples anyway

It just feels less sexualized even though nipples shouldn’t be sexualized but they are so it’s just kind of like I don’t know oh my God hello gang what’s up you pull up gang gang what’s up let’s go oh no okay we’re good let’s see you know it was a part of your

Imaginary what let’s see I found all the Kitsune skin katsune let’s see it’s funny because I’m both alone well there we go there we go owie shoot that hurts and I’m like just your normal standard gay guy like you know I’m I’m CIS male and I am gay I

Like men and that’s as much as there’s to me um that’s it I’m a very simplistic man let’s see it’s twitch here that went no nipples visible ah true even though twitch seems to be kind of letting loose on the nipple thing it’s okay call me

Crazy so I was watching uh this streamer who I like to watch on Twitch his name is juiceps he is a furry artist he makes great work um he uh has started doing nipples on stream and he was like I don’t think they care anymore and he was he’s still

Doing it and so he’s kind of risking it a little bit you know drawing nipples on stream but you know what he’s taking that risk and he’s in a step four Becca how are you doing I should have let him shoot him that’s fine great great at least you see at least

Let me get to a safe spot so I can read that because my brain’s overriding right now it’s like uh read chat run let me in okay let me re-chat at least you’re calm in his streams what are we talking about cookie how many different uh designs did

You try before settling on this design actually so here’s the thing this is the first like iteration of this character and I I wanted originally to go with like a like a warm like character design where it was like yellows oranges Reds or I wanted to be a very warm colored

Character and as I was you know doing some things and painting the character and um and painter it I ended up falling in love with this cold teal kind of like design and I did the wings and they are like this purple and red moving into this like really pretty like light blue

I just I don’t know I just love the design that it ended up just happening you know I didn’t specifically choose to have certain colors it just happened and I was like yo this is sick let’s see so this so this is a funny thing I found 27 months huh

Oh my God Dan what the damn what do you know no no no no no no no no no no no oh my God I feel like I need to PayPal you to be I’m like hey oh my God let me like give you back money for the last 27 months

Well thank you Dan I wow I don’t ever look at like my income or anything on YouTube so I don’t even get to see my members at all because I don’t look that far because I didn’t think I had any members still huh well thank you Dan

You left me uh with no words there uh cookie you’re definitely gonna die oh yeah yeah for sure no doubt no doubt about that okay let’s set my respawn point in case I do die uh put all these in here let those cook down yeah let’s go let’s see cookie is Mom

Yes let’s see wait do you know what a rose boy is what is Ross boy Ross boy Ross boy what’s that I’m uncultured what is it but yeah so I will end up uh doing a lot of design work on this character like 100 so it’s like it means one more time

On him so I will end up probably changing his eyebrows to be black or a darker color um I think his eyes will be fine there and on his neck you see where it’s like the the different skeletons on him I will end up probably doing those a little differently

Um and his ears need to be a little different but besides that I think overall he’s great you know I enjoy my boy let’s see uh you’re lucky it’s not hardcore true let’s see um I would remember if I could pay for it hello see I’ll set the definition in a sec

What are we definition sending am I being am I learning am I being cultured let’s go guys teach me things I love learning learning makes me happy and knowledge is power I’m gonna here guys so this is the Discord well let me also make sure so my new

Farmers rules you know America ad roll sprouts bam don’t forget to choose your pronouns if you haven’t already potato juice she didn’t choose her products people keep forgetting they choose the pronouns there we go I can chose pronouns let’s go oh didn’t mean to drop that there we go

You gotta see your eyes boy young maid Ross boy what does that mean what does that mean all right let’s see uh Allison to finish in a secular like his hard work yes yes yes yes I need to get more food wait how do I join the Discord uh Dan activate

Dan I Choose You so uh the Discord link is relatively private so I only like uh if I know you’re like a real person I’ll like be like hey get the Discord you know um but my biggest thing with it is it’s like I don’t like the idea of bots

Joining so I don’t like to just you know what’s the what’s the word is like uh I don’t like the idea of just like dropping my Discord in the description because I feel like anyone could kind of reach that and it’s just like it feels a little unsafe to do so

That’s just me though all right Tyson I Choose You There we go ties to drop the Discord link there below let’s see your eye let’s see Rose was Rose a boy a feminine boy someone who both considers themselves a boy and has some significant connection to femininity uh either in their gender or

Expression a feminine aligned boy an umbrella term before uh all identities that involve being both boy and feminine oh like um I’m this thing and I forget what it’s called oh God what’s it called what’s it called what’s it called androgynous I had to think on that one

Thank you yes you’re welcome welcome to the g-squad a pause I’ll set your role now and I’ll give you the Sprouts roll also the discord’s mainly like an art Discord it’s not really like a what do you call it Tyson Tyson or I can handle yes I trust both of you

I don’t have pronouns to give myself pronouns wait I don’t have perms again I have to give you the roll first okay try it now I think it’s like I have to like set your like role for uh Sprouts because Sprouts gives you permissions to be able to do anything

Um and the reason why I have it as a manual thing is because I’m not a big Creator so I don’t have like a massive amount of people joining my server so for now I’m happy to do it manually because it lets me one evaluate your

Profile make sure you’re not a bot and go from there because at the end of the day my biggest concern is the safety of my community and that is what I care the most about so whether that or not slows down my progression on doing things it doesn’t

Matter to me I just want to make sure everyone’s like you know safe I don’t want bots in my server that are going to spam or do crazy things put a torch here I’m gonna explore the top half of this I don’t want to go too far down oh there’s

Some iron there I want that this interaction failed what does that mean are my perms guys are are pronouns broken guys if the pronouns channel is broken let me know and I’ll try to fix it it’s cool wow yeah let’s see it says that for me too oh no

Is are the pronouns roles broken right now we’re uh all right tell me tell me what your pronouns are and I’ll set your pronouns I’ll set your pronouns put a torch here put myself in a corner let’s see uh oof gotta go buy cookie by everyone bye sleepy a good night

Buenos noches good night hello whiskers welcome to the chat how are you doing today whiskers they them a pause okay a pause add they them okay your pronoun has been added uh mocha is he him mocha he him I’m gonna add potatoes pronouns there we go perfect we got pronoun set let’s go

Look at that guys I’m being a good I’m being a good Discord owner I’m being a good Discord on her I usually them as well oh well wait what do you want mocha mocha I could probably do both I can probably add both hold on I got you mocha

I got you if you add me added them there we go you are now they them you’re good to roll thank you let’s see what is your Minecraft username I don’t know I don’t know my username is it’s a name and I don’t know sounds like such a suspicious thing to ask

Is that am I crazy for thinking that’s such a suspicious thing that just straight up asked being like I’ve never seen your name before comes in here and you’re just like what’s your username what’s what’s your what’s your username guys what’s your username I’m kidding I’m not talking about you

Guys I’m just having jokesies all right but I’m being serious though that’s such a strange thing just come in and ask you just walk in and you’re like what’s your username can you say something in chat to see what it is no hey sorry for not saying it in one

Sentence I sent it too fast it’s okay you’re fine no need to apologize mocha no need to apologize and no I’m not gonna put my username because it feels suspicious all right it’s feeling a little sus all right but I’m also someone who like doesn’t trust like

Anyone so it’s just kind of like it’s it just seems I know what my username is guys don’t think I don’t know it I know what it is but again it feels suss I don’t know if I want to put my username in when someone’s like what’s your username because it’s like that’s

Weird it makes me feel a little scared there we go I’ll read that in a second it’s gonna make me laugh I know it hold on wait there we go okay let’s see uh that wasn’t question it said you can or can you huh well I’ve been watching your vids for years now

Oh it’s not I mean it’s not a lot of years but thank you okay uh if it is if it is genuine where you have been like watching my stuff I’m so sorry I’m so sorry if you’ve been watching my stuff there’s not a lot to watch it’s a little rough

Uh let’s see uh it was it was a quest it wasn’t a question it said you can or can you huh I can’t process that one right now um I’ll pause I’m sorry uh let’s see hey what’s your username credit card number it’s social security number that’s what

It feels like okay that’s how it feels like to me is where it’s just like hey what’s your username I’m like uh 23. that’s just how it feels to me man I’m sorry I’m a very like I don’t I don’t trust people like easy like I have like some I don’t know

Call me crazy and call me like traumatized from like events that have happened in my life but it’s just kind of like if you I don’t know when someone asks for something that from me it scares me all right I’m not like I’m not like I

Don’t want to help it’s just like let’s see uh where are you getting the or and my message ah see you can say something in chat to see what it is that wasn’t a question it said you can’t or can’t you you can say something in chat see what it is

Oh are you referring to that okay so when I read messages my brain will alter them and I’ll say them differently so I won’t my I ca my brain won’t read them as they’re made to be does that make sense like I’ll read a message and my brain’s like we’re gonna

Flip these two words around it’s a thing it’s weird I know and I’m sorry let’s see kokis media cookies media well it’s about two feet deep with 10 with 10 inches of water that’s fair that’s fair cookies media that’s a very strange like analogy I guess cookies Medio well it’s about two

Feet deep and ten inches of water I ain’t no fair cool my username used to say I’ve been here since Faye Academy yes Faye Academy like almost three years ago two years ago almost three because I’d probably I released in like 20 20. God I can’t believe it’s been three

Years oh my God wow and I’ll probably never make another one guys I’ll probably make art of it knowing me I’ll probably I’ll probably never release another role play I’m gonna be honest I don’t think I will um now if I got to the point where I was sustaining myself specifically on

Content Creation in terms of financially like stability with it like fully financially stable via content creation I could probably take the time dude dude I could probably take the time and set time aside to do that but as someone who does work you know you know has a normal for like you know

40 hour job five days a week and I do art and I try to stream and be a content creator that’s a lot of work and then you try to shove Minecraft role plays in and it becomes like a whole Fiasco of time management and I’m already weak at time

Management that is not a strong suit of mine so you know let’s see his name used to be a name but you couldn’t read it until I changed it to gotcha news and then swapped it to the SEC I recall gotcha news as a name let’s see uh we’re still waiting for F3

I I’m sorry no wait no we have episode three right hmm we have episode three right you know I have an episode I could have swore I made an episode three did I not guys I don’t remember yo Sam love those two men yes listen we love koki and

William I still listen I’m gonna say this right now I am 100 gonna make William a character or one of my characters like there’s no way I don’t I mean he’s already a character but I mean as a furry okay he’s gonna be a werewolf

Which he already is mind you he has a werewolf already we all know this so who’s shooting at me you so basically I’m just end up turning William’s character design into a large fuzzy werewolf like is that I’m allowed to do that right I’m gonna do yeah I’m allowed to

Do that it’s weird that I have to always be like can I do this am I loud I’m like of course I can’t it’s my character of course I have the right to do though I don’t know yeah let’s see I gotta go for a little bit

See you again Mama cookie see a pause thank you for stopping by I appreciate it let’s see now I did not make no you did not make an episode three yeah I thought I did I generally thought I made episode three well that just guys that

Guys that just shows you how much I actually look at my own channel you stopped a two but switching to maganda Academy ah yes so magando was the like actual adjusted version of Faye Academy to where we actually made some sense because Fay Academy story is amazing and I love it

But maganda Academy was more complex and it had like proper refinement with a lot of it and it looked amazing and then I lost the maps like three times and I at that point I was so beaten down by that I was like you know what man it but yeah

But there is a lot of like cool things I I did learn recently with uh Blockbuster which is a mod that’s used to make role plays mainly um and I would love to try them like that magic stuff dude I think that’s the sickest I’ve ever worked on and I

Still have a lot to learn with it but I probably won’t be doing it oh there’s two skeletons there just vibing hey buddies I’m Gonna Leave You guys alone enjoy your hot spring I’m gonna go back this way gotta go for a little bit let’s see yes

Love that you’re same hello where are you guys coming from there shouldn’t be any of you here right where am I go I go down here ow that one hurt oh my God snipe the out of me ow gonna die I don’t have any food

I need to get some food man oh ah run yeah made it back without a scratch guys foreign Oh my God I don’t have sustenance they have glowberry I have one glow Berry to my name well that’s no good I also need more wood why am I using wood planks but I can use coal what is wrong with me well I’m gonna put all this away because

I don’t need that I have Seven Arrows it’s kind of good I have this I could start a farm I could start a farm I have two dirt ah was it daytime seems like it’s daytime okay um there we go yeah there we go much better I have so

Much iron I didn’t realize that holy crap oh yeah that I do God God oh I have to do that first nice okay cool we’re armored up baby uh chat you guys stop talking no please come back chat please come back I need I need conversation please come back please

Stop smiling oh my God Smiley it doesn’t look right two Bros chilling in hot top five feet apart because they’re that because they’re not gay wait they are two feet apart they are gay oh I need to make a shovel I need to get dirt why does this occur there we go

Awesome you go there we go nice all right I’m gonna head up to the surface God let me up let’s see I’m here oh thank God guys don’t leave me alone like that again what’s wrong with you guys don’t leave me alone I’m a content creator I have to have interaction

All right I’m not even content creator anywhere I’m just a dude I need interaction why because I’m very bad on my own oh that was unfortunate ah I see it ends here we go now we’re up all right cool see I’m getting ready elbow I need to

Pick up my mom ah Dragon skins for about since for about for a 10 second scene it gotta hate being overly detailed on things oh sounds rough I’m sorry I I make showpost I swear okay so uh I have a little bit so I have you playing the in the background ah okay

Fair fair enough but one of you must be dedicated can be entertained all right that’s how it works all right all right if I entertain you you must entertain me because if I don’t get like if I can’t Rift off anybody I’m bad at what I do I’m currently having a debate

With friends and we need a neutral threat opinion is jaw is a scary movie I say it’s not my friend says it is like Jaws is it is classified as a as a horror right so I would say it is a scary movie but again each their own everyone’s a little

Different some people find things scary some people don’t um personally I would find Jaws as more of like a thriller personally I I think it’s I think it’s scary but not enough to where I’m like what the you know I definitely would say it’s a thriller in my book

Play Jaws backwards and it’s a friendly movie about a shark giving to say to people limbs exactly that’s a shark of Health bro he heals others after I need and care for all right let’s head back down to our hole there it is thank you Cookie yes

Oh there’s dirt right here I didn’t notice it how about that okay I’m gonna go back into here oh I need to make a bucket because I good people of the internet need water boop boop boop bam another bucket because yeah bam there we go two buckets I must fill up let’s

Quickly create a section let’s go let’s go this way let’s go down a little bit foreign it’s very quiet whatever will I do applaused I think it’s gonna be nice when I get in the s p I’m excited I am because I haven’t been in an s p in a while like I

Was a part of the um what were they called a part of the oh my God uh Yokai sap that’s part of the Yokai sap for a little bit and then I realized I was like this isn’t what I want to be part of here we go like the Yokai SB was mainly

Like a lore driven s p which I get but it was just like it wasn’t for me not my my biggest thing with SMB is like I guess a piece where I’m just kind of like farting around with other people making friends that’s fun let’s see uh

All right uh how about the terminated movie scary now because I’m about to throw good all right uh Terminator movie is not a scary movie it’s more of like a it’s it’s more what’s the word for it Terminators are like just like action movies Sci-Fi Action I would say now to

Some people that might be scary because of the fact that it’s like a robot man killing things or people or fighting like that could be scary by all means but um any fun books anyone’s reading I haven’t read a book in a hot minute

Um but what I had been looking at so I have a book next to me it’s called Frankenstein makes a sandwich right and it’s an old book I used to read and look at um years ago and my mom brought it to me when she last visited and she was

Like I found your old book I’m like oh my God and a lot of it is like art related so it’s like very painterly and I like to keep it near me just so I can kind of look at it when I’m like doing my art stuff as reference because you

Know it’s good to have a reference first off all right I’m gonna how am I gonna do this I can’t do that evenly I’ll do this to the torch there let’s go grab two water sources also Terminator is not a horror movie they’re Adventure Thriller oh I learned something they are Adventure Thriller

There we go yeah I’m trying to think of like okay so the last like okay why are you like this God this one torch just keeps getting destroyed okay so the last book I read was I don’t remember that’s that’s crazy I don’t remember the last book I read

Thing is like I read all the time though like I read articles and I read like studies I don’t read books though huh I don’t know how to feel about that I read articles and I love reading like studies and paperwork like papers and stuff like that but I almost never read

Like just stories strange it’s like the last study I read was about um a human singularity and that was an interesting theory on its own and I actually there I thoroughly do kind of believe in that and it was just a really cool concept and I just was like that’s sick

You’ve been reading Star Wars and the uh detard Trek novels oh Star Trek novel sorry to detar it’s the detour novels right here this one and then one two three four so we’ll do the two on each side like that there we go let’s get this water set up foreign

There that’ll be enough light I have eight seeds let’s see uh See fell into this one book series bare otter and the kid okay anybody with gay terminology thinks that sounds awful genuinely genuinely that sounds awful the pair of the otter and the kid ugh but we’re moving forward on being a

Normal human of society I suppose I don’t know if these are already these are already I believe there we go foreign there we go let that do its thing ah those aren’t done shoot all right this would be our little Greenhouse area let’s see uh then into this furry book

Called The Wolf song that sounds like a furry book I’ll be honest called furry song it’s funny oh we have a little neighbor oh look at I can’t move my keys isn’t he just the sweetest isn’t he just the sweetest boy I love him his name will be Andrew he’s our bat

Andrew I have to keep you in here though so that’s gonna be a thing I have to do so Andrew don’t move all right because I want to keep you in here Andrew you’re not allowed to leave yet you stay in here Andrew this is your home now okay

Let’s see a guy named Derek has to deal with the other with the older dad slash brother of the eight-year-old while his love for his best friend’s brother while also in love with his best friend’s brother sounds like what see guy named Derek has to deal with the

Older dad slash brother of an eight-year-old while also his love for his best friend’s brother sounds complex sounds like there might sounds like it might be a little uh it sounds like he might be struggling there right there we go like this by one there we go that looks okay

We’ll do this because Style this is the Green Room gotta go cookie bye bye Daniel Smith or like it goodbye hello Andrew the bat look at him isn’t he the sweetest boy Andrew why don’t you take shelter down here we have greens we have plants make some bread

I’m also going to turn these into seeds because I can grow these melons later I need another chest I’m gonna do one here and one here I hate that but you know I have to I have to do it okay you have a lot of iron though which is

Nice not mean technically in the in the grand scheme of it it’s not a lot of iron but it’s more iron than I normally have okay we’ll keep that we’ll keep our bread that’s good okay I think we’re good on that see I’ve been reading uh oh Obi is man

Enough it’s about a trans female to male uh swimmer athlete oh that’s awesome am I saying the name right Obi I think I am it’s not it’s probably cool there we go I like this this is aesthetically pleasing to me I don’t know why it just is it tells his experience about being

Trans hell yeah and what’s crazy there’s like there’s so many people who I think about in history right there’s like there’s there had been just countless people in history who didn’t know how to like how to process everything that was happening because you know the idea of you know transitioning you know

Um is a relatively new idea it’s not like new in terms of like it’s the first time ever because it’s something that has happened throughout history and time and even ancient history but only in like today’s modern age are we able to really accomplish the goal of what it is

To transition you know the like you know surgery is a big part of like what it is and there’s actually a lot of people who are um you know transgender who don’t want the surgery which I totally understand and like can see why you know some of

Them you know are unhappy with uh certain aspects of who they are you know and they they want to change those aspects you know and more power to them by all means because it’s just like I can’t even imagine feeling uncomfortable in your own body you know like to me that’s awful that’s

Torture you know being someone who is genuinely uncomfortable in your own skin like there’s one thing to have like you know you can’t leave Andrew you’re not allowed to leave Andrew anyway back to the thing I can’t I you know I can’t imagine being so uncomfortable in your own body where it

Was it felt like you were like you know a curse you know I feel like it was a curse I I can’t imagine how that would feel for a lot of people and there’s other things like I’ll never know obviously because I’m not someone

Who has to deal with that or is in that you know um in that group of people is there’s a there’s there’s a whole lot of like psychology and stuff that still needs to be researched and a lot of this stuff and I I think it would be

Interesting to see where we are and another 20 years you know with you know wow you were on your own little island there buddy look at that anyway I I would be interested to see in 20 years where we go with the studies and how things change and differ um

And I would also be interested to see and the what’s the word for it the the long term um effects of transitioning you know because you know we all know that transition surgery is a relatively new thing you know and I’m curious to see like how we’re going to improve that uh

The transition surgeries and such like that as years go on because I know we’re still early stages of it I know right now people who do Transition through surgery um I know it’s not perfect there’s no way it’s perfect we’re not there yet and I I’m I’m curious to see where we will

Go with that and how we will improve it because you know there’s gonna be people all you know for the next couple Generations you know and so on where they’re gonna be in the wrong body right they’re gonna transition and I’m curious to see how that’s gonna Tech improve is

Gonna you’ll get better at that because I can imagine you know in 20 30 40 years or more so in transitions you’ll never know because when someone transitions today right from you know let’s say male to female because that’s the most prominent uh visual as um usually when someone

Transitions from male to female you can usually still see a lot of the more masculine features because of their bone structure and I’m curious that in the future what can we like what type of like medications and surgeries can be done to make it look as if they have you’ve

Never know you know because that’s the end goal right is to be 100 who you are um and I’m curious to see where that will land I I am I would like to see how that falls like in order and how things will work like that like I’m curious I think it’d

Be really interesting let’s see if I spoke other host close to me for me since I’m trans well I would imagine it would yeah everyone listen everyone who has something that can relate to them is needed like that book for you you know it hits home for you because it’s

Something that you yourself understand you know you understand what they’re kind of feeling you know me personally I think that book for me would be amazing to read but I would never fully understand the feeling because I’m not somebody who has felt that you know what I mean so there’s a lot um

Which is what’s so amazing about you know creativity books knowledge is that it opens up so many Avenues and understanding pathway a Pathways to understand certain things here I am being philosophical again I think it’s funny that like my default is philosophical and I’m just like all

Right I just got to accept it at this point I need to organize these chests what if I do that I’ll run out of room uh I took my lilac expanded can they yes yes Andrew well hi buddy don’t scare me like that again Andrew the you know I like that

Now do one right here because it’s pretty yeah all right let’s see I have a family member who is FTM and got surgery inspired I inspired to be him sometimes because I’m not actually allowed to get surgery but I do but I may do exactly and like me because it’s like um

A big thing is like right now there’s a huge like kind of like area right now we’re in discussion and it’s a whole thing right now where it’s like what is when is the right time to assist and to do Transition um surgery and that’s a very complex and finally finally like uh

It’s a very complex spot to be in um and there’s a lot of reasonings on both sides that are that all have points but it’s like it’s a it’s a huge moral thing and that’s where it falls and it’s it’s a very it’s a difficult thing for people

To get a grasp of like I don’t know like me personally I’ll never share my personal um choices in that matter because it’s one of those things where it’s like there are so many people who feel one way about it and other people feel a different way about it and I’m not going

To sit here and take heat for any of that because at the end of the day it’s their decision not mine you know I’m I’m someone who at the end of the day that my CH my my verbal choice and my expression on it won’t really change anything

But I do support a lot of things that are like there’s a lot of things about it that I will openly support and openly say and stuff like that then there’s things in the background where I’m like I can’t say those things because I don’t know who’s listening and how they feel

About certain things it’s it’s basically political you know it’s basically a political thing now and it has to be very carefully done and so I just don’t I’d rather just not with it you know politics and content creation should never go hand in hand or mix together you know like my political

Beliefs sort of something that I will never tell you guys about because who gives a it’s no one cares so it’s just like and if and if you form an opinion about somebody solely based off their political beliefs that’s a whole nother thing you gotta

Work on oh yellow Axolotl I need to make them a pet I need to find name tags though so yeah I’ve been uh smoked about talking about getting surgery my mom supports me um but uh but not me changing elbow exactly there’s again there’s a whole lot of like oh no

Oh God no there we go yeah there’s a lot of things where it’s just like people like yeah there’s a lot of factors that fall into it and certain people have certain opinions some people don’t and there’s some people who you think would have a certain opinion don’t have that opinion

You know it’s a very it’s a very complex area to be in and I don’t know where we’re going with it and I don’t know what’s gonna happen because I can’t see the future uh but guys I think I am gonna wrap it up here

I am happy with my model he does have some issues I’m not really they’re not as prevalent anymore guys when’s the last time you saw the hair flickers off to the side have you guys seen those in a minute I haven’t seen them in a hot minute where

They just like flicker off to the side of his head a little bit you really should delete the drunken streams then cookie what drunken strips the only drunk stream I know of has been deleted that’s what I know uh all right I just like the model still

Yeah again I haven’t seen the the the weird like the noodles pop out the side of his head so I think those might have resolved as they were being used not real sure hmm I don’t know yeah again also also like my my drunk streams should be gone like the one junk

Stream I did should be deleted because that’s what Phil said and I can’t find it when I looked so I think it’s good I think I was 15 I think it was 15 minutes since we saw any hair movement oh yeah sorry I’ve been yeah let’s see looks like a decent model

Just a few Corrections here and there oh yeah for sure there’s definitely some things that need to be adjusted like the mouth like the sensitivity of how large the mouth gets like you’ll see that like when I’m talking his his mouth doesn’t fully close so there’s that little issue that I can

Fix but again that’s nothing too major at all see the model looks good I think so too I think so too um I do need to change and fix some things foreign yeah I’ll probably end up removing the wings because yeah yeah I’ll probably end up changing the

Wings either I’ll either close the wings or I’ll remove them I’ll probably do some variants and see how it looks but I’ll do those in like another week or so because I don’t got the time right now to do it it’s overall the model is movement is

Very smooth I think so too also I love the physics in the ears that make me so happy and his hair shakes he’s such a cutie I love him all right guys I am gonna wrap it up though uh let’s see what time it is right now it is 6 43 P.M

My house feels relatively warm my house doesn’t feel as cold so I’m hoping the temperature in my house gone up hopefully if not goddamn all right guys I’ll talk to you guys later thank you guys switch coming out the stream and I hope you guys enjoyed

My new model I love him very much I’m gonna do a quick zoom in on you guys or I’ll meet so I can say goodbye thank you guys for coming out the stream I appreciate all of you thank you so much for hanging out with me bye foreign