i lost everything…

Yo what’s good everybody happy new years i hope everybody is doing amazing so you might have noticed that i haven’t been uploading and if you guys watch me regularly you guys know that i usually upload every two to three days so you must be thinking something is up and yes

There is something up the sky i have some things to tell you guys and at the very end of the video i have some pretty bad news that some of you guys may not be too happy about uh actually i lied three of the four things are pretty

Bad news and it gets worse and worse and i already know some of you guys will be mad once i tell you guys the last piece of bad news yeah it’s pretty tragic i lost countless hours of sleep because of this so stay tuned for that but i do

Have one piece of good news at the end so it’ll be all worth it hopefully um but yeah this video will be split into four different sections starting off with the first piece of bad news yeah that’s right i got sick the almighty cookie god got sick who would have thought

Nah i’m just playing it was bound to happen i eat little trash from my local mcdonald’s dumpster like every day i’m so unhealthy and being the god of cookies doesn’t help my case but anyways i feel pretty good now just a little cough and a stuffy nose my first night

Of kovit though let me tell you i was sweating balls i woke up in the middle of the night thinking i had like a wet dream or something but my bed was soaked because i sweated literal buckets in my sleep it felt like i fell asleep in my

Bathtub it was that bad my bed and all of my blankets were like drenched like you know when you have like a crazy workout uh actually actually i don’t i don’t work out but you know let’s imagine you working out it was like that like your everything was just wet it was

Disgusting and i still haven’t washed my bed in my sheets yet oh my god i’m an animal might as well sleep outside if i’m being honest also i have some terrible body aches only the first morning though but my back was hurting so bad i couldn’t get comfortable to

Save my life hopefully thought i was like in pilates or something unfortunately though i got coveted at the worst time possible and i had to miss all my family christmas dinners and new year parties instead i sat in my room doing absolutely nothing i didn’t

Even get off of my chair for like almost two weeks well honestly if i wasn’t sick i was i still wouldn’t get off my chair but it just makes it worse because i had covered you know but i felt like a sloth but you might be thinking if i had to

Quarantine for like two weeks in my room alone it must have been a perfect time to grind out some banger videos well that brings me to section 2 of bad news you guys might have already heard in my community posts comments or on twitter by the way if you guys aren’t following

My twitter you guys don’t deserve to eat another cookie ever again in your life go follow that right now because if i get enough followers on twitter dream can notice me and like maybe we can become best friends and like i can bring them onto the hardcore series you never

Know just imagine the cookie and dream collab like we could probably solve aids or something but yeah i got carpal tunnel and if you guys are uneducated and you don’t know what carpal tunnel is let me pull up my medical school phd strategic kit documents and break it

Down for you basically carpal tunnel syndrome is caused by pressure on the medium nerve the carpal tunnel is a nanopassageway surrounded by bones and ligaments on the palm side of your hand when the medium nerve is compressed the symptoms can include numbness tingling and weakness in the hand and arms

I totally didn’t take that off google but to dumb it down for you apes it’s from block gaming too hard but all jokes aside yes this is a serious medical problem that can last my entire life if not treated correctly basically the nerve in your wrist is being like

Compressed or damaged by doing repetitive tasks for example clicking a mouse too much without rest but this entire problem started when i decided it was a good idea to build a giant volcano in my hardcore world and that volcano took over 80 000 blocks and i’m not even counting all the time it

Took to collect the resources i also built the entire volcano in a span of two 16 hour days then the next day right after that i’m already on to filming the next episode or the next 100 days video so i don’t really give myself much time to rest unfortunately and yeah you know

What i blame my girlfriend it was her idea to build a volcano i do read a lot of your comments and a ton of people wonder how i upload so often well this is the aftermath of working so hard honestly i don’t even know where this work ethic came from growing up in

School as a kid i was never a hard worker i always got like c’s and b’s the only a i got was like in gym class i’m sure a lot of you guys can relate it was only when i found something like super interesting to me that was when i

Started working really hard so yeah stay in school kids continue pushing because like i got to med school and i’m dumb as a rock so if i could do it you guys could do it too you guys got to understand at a young age it’s about

Drive and it’s about power you know like you just gotta stay hungry and you gotta devour like anyways at first i was ignoring the pain and i thought it wasn’t a big deal because my wrist has hurt in the past before just simply gaming but this this was chronic it

Wasn’t going away it was finally when i was building my last upload actually the evil snowman when i realized the pain was getting terrible to the point where i couldn’t even right click my mouse anymore or do normal things in life like using chopsticks or brushing my teeth

And honestly i was considering kind of cheating when i was building that evil snowman i asked my girlfriend to help me build the circles for the snowman shape you know like the round parts because she watched me and she said it looked kind of fun so i asked her if she wanted

To help me build the snow parts but she she refused so i had to suffer hashtag stay single no i’m just kidding i love her but yeah it took me over a month of constant work and no days off to realize that i may have a serious problem on my hands

No pun intended so that was when i finally decided to visit a doctor and he did some random tests on my hands and my arms and confirmed that i do have mild carpal tunnel syndrome so hopefully mild meaning like there’s no severe nerve damage um keyword hopefully so ever

Since then i’ve been going to physical therapy and taking a lot of time off to rest hoping this won’t be a problem for the rest of my life and pray to god that i don’t need surgery honestly giving myself a one month break is extremely scary to me most youtubers don’t tell

Their fans this but i like to keep it like 100 with you guys the truth is i’m actually super afraid of taking a month off i have no idea how watsy does it but i get severe anxiety thinking that i’m gonna come back and all of you guys

Would have forgotten me and all my hard work has been for nothing i just love having the cookie army around you know and each and every single one of you watching is amazing but it did take me a lot of time to convince myself to put my own health over your entertainment i

Just love making videos for you guys so thank you so much for watching this if you’re still here it truly truly means a lot to me also all of your kind comments helped a lot so i appreciate it and don’t get me wrong all of this isn’t for

You to feel sorry for me please don’t at the end of the day i did it to myself and i wasn’t keeping an eye on my own health lesson learned only took a whole lifetime of suffering to realize anyways i’ve been doing stretches every day and

Wearing a brace at night i’ve been icing and heating and massaging my wrists and my arm and so far i haven’t seen any healing progress so this would be a pretty interesting journey i can’t wait till i have to make like a i need surgery.video i really hope that doesn’t

Need to happen also the timing couldn’t have been any worse since i had to quarantine myself because of kovid the only thing i could do is sit in my room and be a gamer so i played games literally every single day for like 16 hours and i’m sure that didn’t help my

Wrist problems at all but hey it was good fun i haven’t had a break from playing a vlog game for like over a year so it was pretty fun it was a nice vacation and while i was playing battlefield 5 just take a moment and look at what was happening

Oh my god there’s two dudes humping each other on top of the mountain look at them look at them oh my god i’m done and i also let my girlfriend play fall guys for the very first time ever and this happened on the first game it was

Hilarious i could not stop laughing just take a look at this and try not to cringe bruh that was so embarrassing she was just about to qualify but she messed up on the spring like five six times and she got eliminated i also played some other games like valerian and rocket

League but i didn’t get any footage of that probably cause i suck ass but if you guys do want to watch me play other games let me know in the comments and i’ll upload some videos on my second channel or start streaming anyways let’s get real now this is the moment you all

Have been eagerly waiting for the terrible news yes that’s right i lost something something extremely important to me and for all of you watching as well the thing i lost might have been the entire reason why some of you are watching me today i lost my virginity

Oh let’s go dab me up let’s go yeah i don’t know i’m just playing you might have guessed it already but i actually lost my hardcore world yes my hardcore series got deleted i have no idea how but all the memories thing here and here we go oh my god

Oh my god go go go go go go go if i burn it if i burn the death ever please please please yes yes yeah hey look at my girlfriend too hide this chicken here for memory on episode 100 if you make it there you guys better remember this chicken let’s

Name it popeyes are the laughs the big reveal and come here buddies yes we go no well this is nice knowing you oh my god the sad moments hello buddy lightning legs hey losers oh no no no my dogs are mad at no don’t kill it stop

Stop stop stop that’s not good it’s not good you can’t die no no look how sad you look rest in peace he looks like he’s chilling he doesn’t even look upset to be honest all right no no i can’t lose you too no no no no

All the crazy builds yes there we go finally completed goat mount rushmore custom amethyst island it looks a lot better than a normal village here’s my brand new iron golem farm and there we go after three full there we have it that is my brand new beach house and

Hardcore mine there you guys have it that is my new epic ufo in my hardcore minecraft and there we have it i built all three of the brand new ocean trash sucker 9000 me a very long time to build this there we have it the cookie god

Finally has this cookie factory you go the volcano is finally complete higher lush planet is completely have it this is my tropical island and my hardcore world where i built the squid game red light green light arena i think it looks amazing evil snowman is done and here we

Have the nice little snowman in front of it and right behind him is the evil one lurking in the shadows it’s all gone the craziest thing about this is i didn’t even die in the world this story is pretty crazy this should be on an episode of like unsolved mystery or

Something so basically this is what happened i logged onto minecraft one day to take a thumbnail for my last episode ever which i didn’t even upload yet so uh if i get 100k likes on this video right now i’ll upload my last episode it was actually me building the santa

Sleigh or something but i couldn’t find my world anywhere it’s like it vanished in the thin air i was so lost it wasn’t on my minecraft menu screen it was in my saves folder in my.minecraft it was nowhere to be found it just disappeared and the thing is i don’t even have any

Memory of like accidentally deleting this world but then i remembered i make backups every single episode so not all was lost i went to check my backups folder and poof it was all gone how i was so in shock i didn’t even know how i should feel i literally didn’t know if i

Was mad or sad or like depressed i was i was just there i was in all i was like in shock the world i spent literal months on just disappeared i always knew thanos was real he just snapped it out of reality he was just jealous from all of my insane builds like

Why why you mad bro but yeah i was messaging my friend paul gg about this and i’ll leak some uh messages here i’m sorry paul if you see this but i’m gonna leak our dms i was look at this just take a look i was in shock i didn’t know

How to feel like it was unreal uh i don’t know i’m lost for words like all the blood the sweat tears pain literally all gone i was hoping i could have died or something so i could make like a super click bait video to end the

Series but i couldn’t even do that it just vanished so yeah there’s a terrible news but like mufasa said through every storm there’s a rainbow which leads me onto the good news the unfortunate ending of my previous hardcore series means a start to an even bigger and better series to come a

Perfect and fresh start to the 2022 year i would say and the best part is all of you guys gonna be a part of this amazing journey starting off of day one on episode one it’s gonna be a pretty insane journey i think even better than

The last one and i would even say the last one’s kind of hard to top off because we have built some pretty insane things on my first series but but have a goal to make season two even better trust me i have some pretty big plans

For this series to spice it up and set it apart from any hardcore series on youtube for example from time to time i’ll bring on some of your favorite minecraft youtubers onto the series for a collab and we could build some pretty cool things together so drop some of

Your favorite youtubers in the comments and i’ll try to reach out to them and i even hired a motion graphics artist dedicated to this hardcore series that you might have already noticed throughout this video he’s super talented and he’s a really friendly guy so welcome to the cookie crew and

Everybody welcome him to the cookie army but if you guys have any more unique ideas for this series please let me know in the comments i think it’ll be pretty awesome if i can like implement some of your ideas into the series and the season two of my hardcore series will be

All about you and i might even bring back the wall of leaves and make it even bigger or something give me some ideas in the comments and if you guys are interested just some random statistics from my first season of my hardcore series 23 out of my 39 episodes has

Reached over 1 million views that is insane that’s like that’s pretty pop champ you got you guys are amazing i did not expect that and we have gained over 40 million views in only 39 episodes so you guys you guys are crazy even though losing my first hardcore

Series was a big bummer i’m super excited for this new one to come and i know all of you guys are super eager to know when the first episode is coming well it’s coming on a very special day because this day marks my one year anniversary on youtube well i’ve been on

Youtube for like 10 years but i’m saying one year anniversary as a quote big youtuber if you know what i mean but yeah this special day is when my first video blew up on youtube and is what you guys all know me for it is the 100 days

On a one block video the 100 days on one block was uploaded february 1st 2021 so to celebrate my one year anniversary join the party and let’s celebrate together and be there for the start of my brand new hardcore series season 2 coming on february 1st 2022 let’s go

Mark your calendars everybody that’s coming in like two weeks-ish i better see the entire army there on february 1st when my first episode releases and you guys better spam the comments on the new video with cookie army season 2. i want to see everybody there but that was

The big announcement thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support and all of the loving comments i want to be who i am today without each and every single one of you so thank you guys so much anyways i’ll catch you guys on the

Brand new hardcore series season 2. i’ll see you guys there