“QUESTIONING MYSELF…” | Fairy Tail Origins S5 EP 33 | Minecraft Anime Roleplay

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Content contains some scenes with adult themes and maybe some cursing and something like that it might be unsuitable for children to watch so uh viewer discretion is advised so uh Live is you i cannot breathe Of course i can’t exactly go anywhere else i was just you know i have expecting you to be hungover and late but i guess i don’t it doesn’t really happen i mean hung over that that’s not me no no no no yeah that’s true well since you are here i guess we can

Now fill you in while your head’s not spinning yeah that would probably be a good idea so i guess we’ll start with michael i still need to talk to michael but yeah michael may have the way out of here how celestial spirit world yeah you can’t be serious i’m deadly serious

He’s been our way out this entire time maybe there’s some complications that we need to figure out i’m gonna i’m gonna talk to michael and i guess try and sort those if we can but very well may be that michael’s our way out of you

And do you have any idea where he may be uh just kind of hoping devon might last i talked to him he said he was going to meditate and walked off towards that side of the city so i at least know the general direction i mean i’m sure we’ll find him

But that’s only one of the the issues there’s the other one which is obviously curing the blight uh yeah i got some information from dad just a little but he mentioned that in this world there may be some sorts of plant or herb that doesn’t exist in us that

Should hopefully do something about it wonderful do we have any idea where this plant may be not a clue i would imagine that it was going to be the issue basically we have two solutions with pretty much no clue yet on how to solve them

But we have a direction to go in and i think we need to explore them both um understandable so i don’t know how we want to do this we want to split up and search for clues and yeah that sounds probably like a good idea divide and conquer

Exactly that’s what i was thinking anyone’s like i need to speak to michael myself anyway yeah that you do yeah so i should probably deal with that in doing so if you would like to figure out what this plant is all about herb or whatever it is

I guess i could don’t know exactly where to stop but apparently in the library there’s an encyclopedia don’t read any of the other books they’re very misleading oh that doesn’t surprise me really doesn’t at all in the slightest i guess at the same time maybe asking for help is a good idea

See if any of the others want to help us figure this out they might have some clue that we don’t for some reason i’m going to suggest this might be crazy but find it find inmo um not in the city this whole time therefore he’s been out in the wild

He might have seen something not a clue just to suggest he’ll have seen a lot of things yeah i mean as the state he came back in it’s a statement i never thought i’d say but inmo might be helpful wonderful precisely his arms aren’t still broken which is disappointing

Hmm that is also an issue very much but anywho as soon as we figure these things out finally gone we’re out of here oh we’re good and go home good let’s get back to that far away as possible as far away as it’s reasonable yeah i don’t want to know who she’s got

Chained up in a basement because i’ve gone walkabouts yeah i don’t know what the ending of viper and francesco was i don’t really want to know no neither do i i’m sure we’ll find out anywho i guess then let’s split up and get this going and you said

Michael’s that way he’s on that side of the city most likely i guess we get searching yeah we’ll get to searching all right i’ll try and rally some of the others we’ll do the same after we see michael all right hopefully with some luck we’ll be good good luck brandon

Off we go look too good luck there’s one thing before you do go are you telling me that we got nothing from our father no part of this celestial spirit idea came from him we got one team and then i would say that came from him information no leads we got minimal

Information but we got leads i guess obviously michael gave us a bit more it doesn’t make up for your pain brandon now you suffered here that is where i’m going with this but yeah yeah but it wasn’t in vain at least just a little bit it was in something

I mean at least now you can run for the hills for as long as you want uh uh yeah instead of till the block i’m hoping it’ll stay that way i’m hoping that we can get out of here before it gets any further aha yeah something tells me i’m gonna

Have to get close to that castle than i want to i figured you’re already closer than you’d want to be yeah that’s very true yeah another dimension might just suit it i want to go home the sooner we find michael the better yeah indeed i need doughnuts good luck and see you soon

Likewise you really think he’s going to be in here i mean it fits the bill uh very secluded area to like i don’t think these people come here anymore well it’s perfect for michael then this door’s open so maybe you’re right maybe it’s just someone robbing it i don’t know

Rubbing an old monster okay yeah you were right yeah michael hello hello richard how are you doing compared to yesterday roughly the same how are you better than yesterday is that so might i inquire why i’ve heard of your findings what that might mean and i know how to save my brother ah

That’s good i’m glad you’re able to save him that is nice so i assume the reason you’ve come looking for me then is because of all this someone yeah this is reasons i mean obviously we need to find the way out of here and you have a pretty good idea of what

That is i’ve done a little bit more thinking in the time since then and it’s possible yes but there’s a catch if that catch means that we lose you then it’s not the answer that we’re looking for on the contrary i think that’s a very viable one shut up eden

I’m just stating my time i’m sure of what it means for me my base assumption is that i’ll be fine but i probably won’t be able to return for a little bit of time at least to an hour or so for us but theoretically i have enough to get everyone from here

Varied through my space of the celestial spirit realm and then over to theoretically very convenient i believe there’s actually two catches then if i think about another one great well the first catch is that i can’t just take you from here to atlanta it won’t work like that we’ve gotta

Step inside the celestial spirit world fest yes which could have consequences consequences how well um how do i say this generally speaking when you talk about the celestial spirit realm time moves differently but trying to compare the schedules of everything that has happened since um future richie arrived in atlanta

And the moment i disappeared i have reason to believe that this should not be an issue of course that doesn’t put it off the table because i haven’t tested it but theoretically that part of space is just well space so it’s dangerous yes sort of i mean all plants come with

A bit of risks don’t they nobody asked you oh you you should know plenty about risks shouldn’t you that’s do you mean you know what i can’t even i can’t i can’t anyways that’s the first catch can you not right now i don’t need this added stress it’s not me stressing you out

Is it it’s something else someone else if i were to give you some advice it would be to let go it’s not helping you i’m not letting go yes since my online yeah but i think that we should be fine i think something if if need be

Brandon should be able to use his magic in the celestial spirit realm to create a bubble of air for us if need be obviously i can breathe there just fine but wow that’s your breathing something i can imagine a helmet i’m gonna hope not because i think we want to avoid brandon using

His magic that also sounds like a good idea yes maybe i can conjure up some breathing apparatuses i don’t know uh i don’t know that’s an idea and the second catch is well as you’re aware so load is not the most magical of places so pulling a portal out of nothing is

Virtually impossible and to do so i would need to be able to enter my god slayer for him which is just not gonna happen here now that would be certain doom for me so we need we need something to trigger it we need a focal yes a focus

So uh the little bit of reading i did while i was here prior to you guys arriving i did learn that you can imbue magical items or are you items with magic i should say see when i was growing up there was there was a folktale something not really many would believe

In because again magic is mostly a myth yeah of course but there was a there was a i guess a monastery somewhere somewhere in the world where this old hag had magical powers in this realm i don’t know if there’s any truth to it don’t really know where it is that was a

Thing that spread around a long time ago if we’re looking for something we could start there it could be something it’s a possibility anything that has any form of magical energy is just good enough for me to be a focus at least something that i can channel into a single point

Which would then become the portal if that makes sense i think i get it if you focus on one focus enough with the of cellulose magical energy into one point and i think i can open a portal and i imagine that’s how you and your father got here as well

Something about his eye i believe well his former eye from what he seems never did i ask him about that yeah i’m not positive on how it works but i have to assume that that’s part of it so you’re probably right yes only to find it’s up to us

Hmm not a bad idea i think uh we should probably grab uh grab some people and uh go searching for this item yeah i agree we can grab a couple of the others i know my brother’s on another team right now grabbing some people because they’re looking for the cure

That’s a good idea into groups yeah right then i assume we’ll grab the rest and move forward indeed i think that’s the best plan of action and we can finally get out of here if it’s as dangerous as you say then i’ll go through fist i’ll have to go through with you the

Space doesn’t exist without me there and if it sucks the life at me when i get in there at least you’ll know it’s not an option um i think we’ll figure it out i assume we’ll be fine anyone can hold their breath for long enough to get

Through the next portal we should be fine all right maybe lucas should go through a fist he does have quite good lungs yeah you know and a god slayer maybe maybe that’s a good idea um then again i can’t risk his life fist well then a decision for another time

Yes we’ll have to get to that one in our eyes fails i can go first that’s not happening one other thing i’m still angry at you you have a chance to make up for it don’t screw this one off oh hey guys hello hi how you doing everything’s fine

I’m doing fine how are you feeling oh i mean we have awesome yeah i mean i didn’t drink anything last night i wasn’t gonna do that almost get over your drinks i i don’t know what do you mean what happened to me i found a passion in farming get over it

It’s fine anywho we have news oh get over here All right i slept in a comfy bed for once in my life that’s yeah one of the royal ones it was nice i’m lucky for some dude what oh no i don’t think about it that way you distracted her through the night y’all are making this weird please stop

You no can i explain what yes we tried i needed to distract her because of brandon she brought me to her bedroom and we talked about brandon for like two hours oh that’s not obsessive huh i got quite annoyed she went to the bathroom and well devon you remember yeah oh oh

Yeah you did the plan oh you did what i thought you said we weren’t doing anything like that i even brewed some more how how strong was that uh well am i missing something here um we’re gonna need to get out of here a lot quicker than originally planned yes

So i decided you know what’s in here something i’ll explain once we get out of here don’t worry don’t worry it’s it it starts with a stomachache and then it slowly gets worse yes it’s lovely i need to know that you know anyway you were explaining something with before like

Right any anyway we know how to get out oh thank god okay i like that explain more um well michael has figured out that in the celestial spirit world he can attach i guess a link through himself sort of so because i’m a spirit now my body is

At least my essence is entirely made of magic therefore i’m basically like a continual battery which is why i need to not use my magic to live in said world because i can only feed off what little magic exists in salon however with that being said i can still infuse another magical item

With my kind of power and therefore i could create a magical focus which would in turn open up all right it makes a lot more sense when you think about it it does question did you only just figure this out um kind of i had been wary to use any form of magic

Because of well you know the longevity of it in this world is very yeah it’s fun seeing like this by the way it’s been very fun i’m sure it’s been quite enjoyable and i’ve been having a ball really okay theoretically the portal will open it’s about going through that’s the hard part

Why is that well i mean i know at least one person here was in my uh space we have to go back there yeah what the freaking pain it’s just a black void it’s all it is nothing else to it oh is it anything like my white void no no no

I don’t even want to know about him the only problem is sorry it makes sense that almost could survive up there being a celestial dragon but the rest of you i’m not so sure about so you don’t even know if we can even survive in this space is what you’re saying

It’s not about surviving for a long term it’s about surviving long enough for you to go from one portal to the next fun so the first person in needs to be able to hold their breath for quite some time and the last person in well you know how it goes

And then once we’re all there i can snap us back um i’m sure this will work as long as we can survive going through the portal yes yes oh just to clarify them we have no other method of getting outside from that nothing safer i want to remind you the

Person who’s really risking everything yeah the only other way out is yeah this is a lot more risky for michael than any of us yeah as much reason why i suggested it it should work i’ve done some thinking and i’m thinking at least a 99.9 percent chance it works

Yeah 99.9 is solid i’ll take those odds anytime you also take those arts and betting yet there is a potential place we can get this focus i like the sound of that okay an old folk tale that i grew up with here about an old lady and she created and held magical items

And such relics so hopefully if it exists and it wasn’t just a tale you shouldn’t have a problem finding it oh lovely we’re just trying but i thought the whole point was magic didn’t exist in this world magic is different in this world it exists but it’s very minimal

Magic is a fairy tale here yes pretty much and it seems like we’ll be chasing said fairy tales to make sure we could find another world we use matter electricity in this world it’s more like a mm-hmm a dream yeah basically anyways you got any idea as to where any

Leads where this folk tale has been telling us about hopefully slightly too far okay from an old book that my parents used to read to me and that’s where we’ll start all right anything we’ll find out it looks like uh papa diabolos is gonna be useful to us yet well then

If you know where we’re going shall we we shall yes one more thing you should know we need to hurry up because because the franchise i want to hurry up before the guards start figuring out what’s going on oh very much great what are you saying yeah then the one other thing is

My brother is currently with some of the others and he’s um he’s finding the cure yeah okay thank god okay with any luck we’ll get everything that we want and get it and leave sweet right glad to see that we actually thought this completely through anyways but she go on show us exactly

When we need to go make sure you have everything you need because it’s a trick yeah i smell it let’s get it make sure yeah get get get moving watch she might still be alive yes this might not i didn’t check her pull let’s talk devin are you coming don’t worry he’s uh

A bit in disposed he’ll be there just a minute so i don’t understand you two what is it eden nothing i’m just to say i’m worried would be a lie but you seem effective you seem different now that it’s i know i know i just part of me was hoping things would be

Too fruitful too wishful i guess uh too hopeful uh but it’s it’s not all in vain it doesn’t have to be uh my feelings are out there yes you’ve made it very apparent a little forcefully if i may say so myself you think so too too forward i was too forward do you

Think i mean possibly he doesn’t seem to be as close as he used to before maybe i was a little too much i can’t i can’t get in his way no matter what so oh i would rather leave than get in his way anything so Yes you do seem to have that sort of mentality all the time very annoying looking after others first why don’t you think about yourself be selfish not selfless that’s how i get by that’s how i’ve gotten by that’s how i’ve gotten this powerful and that’s how you’ve gotten stuck back inside of me

I wouldn’t say stuck but sure you believe that you better catch up with him of course i would love to chat all day but they were going to get away from you very quickly and the guards yes think about the guards okay all right thank you eden oh shut up

Who wasn’t too far no but let’s just hope that this place is actually what it’s supposed to be hurry up hurry up yeah ketchup sorry this place does look like it’s out of a fairy tale it is a graveyard that little favorite i’m not sure what fairy tales to read

That has cemeteries in them but oh i used to read them all the time hello down there no i don’t feel like fishing you out either yeah this place looks i know it’s supposed to be my graveyard it feels like more of a garden now this is something that i personally

Would like yes oh the nice architect and everything oh this is perfect exactly how grim shade used to look and everything oh i like this place already this is in the middle of nowhere if we want leaving solo so quickly maybe i would make this into grim shade but

So be it i’m not sure solo has any use for guilds trading guilds maybe trading guilds we can make whatever regardless we’re not gonna stay here okay alamos is going to host the farming guild i mean right i’ll be making more money than any of you with that

Literally a prince where’s this magical item what’s it even supposed to look like we have no idea sure well are we supposed to just touch everything until something glows i mean i’m gonna glow it’s going to feel like magical power obviously touch it i think does it have magical power uh

No that’s just cold gold religion was over here the patterns around here are so hello hey there’s entrances down here down here it seems that this place goes further down there oh that’s kind of cool very big huge you’re thinking what i’m thinking i think so all right what what what are

You thinking because i i’m not in the same way like to know the item you want to find you’re gonna have to feel the magical energy all right it’s gonna be fainter for anyone here you need to touch everything i know not generally what you want to do but

Yes i can do it okay then i’ll take i’ll take a couple down to the car with me and a couple will stay up here we’ll split in half all right i mean man who’s going where then who wants to go away i wouldn’t mind going downstairs into the crypt i mean

I’m assuming a lot of you probably don’t want to go down whatever’s down there i’m not a poster going down so i don’t mind what so michael alamos and lucas yeah down into the creepy crips in the dark with michael okay seriously okay i know that was a job at me really

Hi yeah what what’s going on between the two i’ll take devin alamos oh okay oh viper be a good boy won’t you come come michael devin and eden apparently you like peeking out every once in a while we’ve got a job to do keep quiet and please respect the dead thank

You oh guys i’ll give them plenty of my respect i hope you’re just telling eden that not myself then the rest of us we’re going to look around in here and outside uh at least it seems like it’s not as cobwebby as i thought it would be it’s actually

Quite nice here it’s actually pretty well lit bit musty oh nothing reminds me of the old place just a big statue there’s some reminds me old grim shade used to somehow look like this a little bit a little musty in some areas yes but it had to kill a bar it did

It did kill some people this one’s oh nope i don’t like this one i don’t like this i don’t i don’t like it i don’t oh lovely it’s filled with bones across yeah oh well i haven’t had tickets oh yes you don’t get to take any decoration tips from this

Why not though it looks so interior come on let’s go we have things please close the door anyway all right it smells in there too wonderful see oh excuse me i have a weapon no wait put it away good evening You must be the guest what like they were expected there’s a greater power that tells us things oh ice cream i am the keeper of everything ah great of course reminds me of my old days my name is asha ah sure was it oh great good name for that wait wait you said

The great power tells us so there’s yes my friend uh-huh you you’re in miss prendergast’s chapel uh i’ve heard that name oh i’ve heard that yeah my name sounds kind of familiar i don’t want to know you don’t want to know i don’t i don’t i

Don’t think lucas is having a fun time yes well that’s good to hear um well we’re looking for actually something um yeah we are something magical yes i’m not aware of what you seek how do you know okay higher power that tells him and his friend everything i don’t remember telling anyone anything

To be honest with you you’re eating you tell everybody every power i beg to differ in this thing going on there with your friend i ignore him he’s he’s a little crazy at times there’s a curious thing going on with each of you isn’t there we’re all very curious to know

You’d be all interesting to join the chapel um as much as we would love to join the chapel it’s just not in our best interest we don’t get to experience magic like this very often what do you mean by this thing like magic of friendship you two have very much more than one

Inside of you ah interesting i can knew it but how the hell and then you know yeah you’re something else i get told that a lot yes he’s definitely a little bit more on the difference so then you must understand that we don’t belong here of course but it would be a pleasure

Examine i don’t think away from my brother that’s not yes he is a viable asset to us and um we wouldn’t want to anything happened to him he’s quite part of our iron a little way of getting out of here get what you want it’s a test you have to be worthy

So you know that we seek for then yes why am i speaking like him now i have to stand let me grab what you want oh yes um good um yes go ahead how easy that was wasn’t is that yes it definitely looks like something all right

This book is the focus that you need yeah that’s it that’s definitely it’s wonderful the problem is okay hello neither of you are perhaps worthy for such an artifact how does one classify for being considered worthy now you would be close well if it wasn’t for that um

I guess we’re i guess we’ve been outed haven’t we devin uh yeah sorry uh uh pure soul mixed with a impure soul well i know i’m very pure aren’t i do you sh you’re in the same boat a pure still mixed with an impure soul i’m gonna take quite offense to that one

I would say that patrick o’connor is pure i was told you he does got a good point yeah and well not much more about you i mean hard to say my soul is pure when i’m more than one salt people your soul is non-existent that’s one way to put it

But i mean he’s such an [ __ ] sometimes can you shut up please what words would you use in madame prendergast’s chapel you will be careful what you say he didn’t eat it wasn’t me i swear he don’t eat it can you please go away for a little time please for like two seconds

I don’t know having fun underneath anywho this is a rare occurrence but you have something i could want something there is a trade that could be made is it poisoned because i have to call my dearborn um i would like a teardrop but excuse me a

Teardrop you have a teardrop and it is yours so we have to make the lad cry well that should be pretty easy shouldn’t it i mean i could do that i’ve been trying to make him cry for a while he died you wield your weapons in my chapel yeah not a great idea

It’s fine it’s a responding equipment it’s not actually a weapon it’s just we put it away okay yes it’s big still and we’re in a very confined space here i’m trying to prove i’m pure oh great good job you’re doing so well i can’t remember i mean if you want

I can bring up your no no no no i know what you’re about to say shut up teardrop yes teardrop i’m michael um do you want me to grab some onions from outside or something i don’t need onions since when the lad can cry on command i will take that thanks

None of you get to ask what i was thinking about probably just think about grim shade how he used to be the good master and everything but a baby yeah now then a deal is a drop deal relic is yours all right i’ll take that then

Wow that was simple enough i wonder just out of curiosity um a teardrop just that’s none of your business yeah so the exit is exactly where we came correct okay um you’re two hundred three people yeah don’t like every disruption i um i’m still upset he called me an mps

Where i go with this [ __ ] did you encounter yeah he mentioned he had a friend uh yeah he never got the friend’s name though he kept not telling us his name was ezra yeah see our our friend here his name is sure he was kind of creepy

Yes he made that cry he was such an [ __ ] can we not talk about that you made michael cry yeah that’s that was the thing it was hilarious you should have been there right well i can’t say that i’m disappointed actually to be fair he didn’t make me

Cry he wanted a tear drop and then i cried yes a very dirty soul what no he called you a dirty soul i’m the pure one here but you you got the magical item didn’t you you got the magical item yeah god didn’t you as well

Okay now we’re leaving no no no no no i’m not not we’re leaving i don’t care i’m not nah no no that’s the plan oh no my life no plan is to leave lucas lucas what is your problem it’s still a book okay yeah yeah you’re scared of it oh yeah the prince

I stuck it for six months i wonder all right but this is not the same book and look you’re not gonna be alone it’s creepy though unless you go first and get trapped i’m sorry you’re not gonna be alone oh you know what was other what else was

Really weird apparently he knew we weren’t from this world and he knew that we had like magic in us like more magic than yeah another guy knew the same all right cool i’m glad to hear that we’ve had the exact same experience yeah right right yeah we’re gonna yeah we’re

Just gonna agree that this place is creepy and get the heck out right yeah as well reason why i want to leave apparently she’s the one and she’s not even alive so it’s fine wait she’s not alive yeah no she said she said that she’s been dead for hundreds of years

But i still don’t care you can still be haunting this place for all i care it’s a good thing this thing isn’t probably oh yeah yeah anyways i think that’s enough of doing this some full circle rotation we should probably get the heck out of here yes

Hi guys hey did you have it i didn’t never lost it’s good yeah we’re good okay then yeah well we’re gonna all right Michael’s opening the portal right now yes regardless we should hurry up i don’t know how long it might go you stay here the rest of us are going to go check on the pool no no no no no come back and i’ll come back he was

End up in the celestial spirit world and then go home who knows i like those odds do we have a headquarters oh thunderhead count everyone accounted for uh that may be an accomplice to murder yeah it’s not funny okay all right yeah yes well how’s this gonna work

It’s a portal it’s kind of a door i never knew the frame doorway uh technically technically it’s a frameless door okay go plant no do not go plant plant will die if they go flourish oh yeah very good point yes what goes first All right i’m gonna go first and then that should open up the space for you all to jump in okay do we need to get like i’m on a time 15 seconds count to 15. okay don’t do it as a group please somebody who’s in charge of camping

Just count a few seconds send them in all right good idea all right well then there’s nothing oh all right okay he’s going nuts okay Oh wait this is your space michael um doesn’t mean i’m happy about it can you get us back home now and the answer is yes it does go on forever by the way oh unlike your side um we want to spend as little time here as possible

Yeah so how do we get back all right this is the easy part now that we’re here i have all my magic back yay so do you um hmm See still in the same head space i was so i don’t know awesome well regardless uh it should be able to send you all home now but i kind of have to do it one by one okay well how does it how does it work

You first hit it first um so i have to give everyone permission to leave first and foremost okay you have to sign something nope i grant you permission i usually it’s more like the social spirit king tells me not to give actually it’s a great question there

Michael what about myself since then me and you were kind of a little bit weirder when the situation he kind of threw me in there um i’ll still send you back for safety all right no send it all right you deal with him not to me i don’t want to do it

It’ll be pretty easy just going to go ahead and touch you and then poof it’s just a channeling thing okay all right so who’s up first Um Okay just get out of here all right uh god it’s quieter i’ll send one of the good leaders back to this okay probably a good idea all right you up poop okay huh you wanna just move here it’s quiet it’s quite nice here you can come back every time you want but

I’m gonna have to send you off okay all right all right see ya sometimes it takes a little bit um all right you three you’re up next ah right i got a guild back on the right one all right two and three okay i’m gonna send you back first if you don’t mind

Yeah sure go for it okay hey is everyone gone yeah they’re uh they’re gone that’s just the two of us now i don’t know i don’t know what i think i don’t know it’s definitely no for some reason i just don’t feel you thought a little bit as i did

I don’t know for a bit i was happy and i still am kinda but it was nice in that world for sure yeah that’s what i’m talking about of course this is kind of where we belong unfortunately all right michaela yeah i will see you again right

Oh i made it here didn’t i yeah that is true so yeah yeah you will i just sometimes i’ll need someone to vent too yeah uh i have an open gate for a while but i need some time to recharge all right i’ll see you next time brother

Yeah talk to you soon brother oh please i i know you have the harm but please get off my bed i’m sorry from here please off the chair off the chair oh this is private quarters Foreign crying out loud it’s probably what brandon is in the rest of them what if you don’t mind i uh whatever yo that’s pretty old isn’t it he’s all your business you know i’ve never been in the office but it’s great it’s nice it’s nice it’s wonderful yes yes The best i stop time could you i can’t stop time for you i don’t wanna be with somebody who’s never gonna be around for me