The Forbidden VOD: PrinceZam’s Heartbreaking Journey

Welcome welcome to lifesty smpp hey guys hi hi everyone Hi hi guys hi that’s Spotify I open up Spotify instead of my music one no that’s awkward no no that’s so awkward no oh my God hi guys welcome welcome to Prince Zam stream hey guys hi

Hey hi everyone hi hey guys hello ladies and gentlemen hi hello everybody hey guys hi Mr pain that’s me that’s that’s me dude oh my God Prince Zam stream hey guys hey everyone hi welcome welcome to Lifestyle you said nobody was going to stream for three

Days who’s the liar now I can’t I can’t stop myself I’m sorry I play on the server too much it’s either okay it’s either I went live or I sat in the room just standing here you know just being just just standing in this room it’s one

Or the other it’s either I stood in this room running around or I went live on Twitch you know it was one or the other it was it was one or the other you know what’s with the eclipse banners um it’s a good question it’s it’s a good question um I don’t know

Man it’s a it’s a good question uh Hey guys hey welcome welcome to life still some hey guys hey guys this is my little house do you guys like my house give us time to catch up on the Bots I’m sorry I just like playing on the server okay God

I’m like I don’t know man and it’s like if I’m not playing on the server then I’m like bored so it’s like I don’t know it’s like I can’t not play on the server it’s like yeah I don’t know you have issues and problems yep care to explain the banners

Um yeah Banner don’t she have to edit um a little bit yeah little bit welcome to the three heart Trio HQ guys um um um I’m this yep mhm mhm this is three heart Trio hqo three heart Trio HQ and all that I have so much to edit realistically it’s

Just I can’t get myself to edit so yeah goodness gracious Zam what’s with the Banners are you regretting betraying I don’t know um M you probably deserved all the that’s mean I can’t believe you’d say that I I can’t believe this oh man mapic was right mapic was absolutely right oh my

God you guys want to know a funny story I just spent like an hour with crafty masterman trying to figure out how to make the um uh the what’s it called um the uh uh you guys remember the The Bouncing um The Bouncing concrete or whatever I tried

Making the bouncing concrete thingy The Bouncing concrete powder thingy in my room um it didn’t work oh thank you for the what the [ __ ] what the [ __ ] thank you all have a good stream smile I appreciate you thank you so much what the [ __ ] thank you you are very nice

What the [ __ ] thank you so much what the hell thank you um yeah I tried I tried making the the concrete powder bouncy thingies um it didn’t work out but I tried and that’s that’s what matters you know trying is what matters right that’s yep mhm uh I’ve got a flower for bacon

Waffles a flower for Planet Lord a mushroom for yaron a brown mushroom cuz I figured out I could put that in a um thing and then got the the the corn flour mhm yep mhm goodness gracious I wonder who the cornflower is for I I wonder goodness

Gracious hey guys look at this I haven’t named him look at this guy though he’s pretty cool he’s my friend he’s so cool it’s for the terrain it is it is it is for the terrain oh my goodness you want to suffer at this point just talk to him if

You’re sad holy I can do that I guess I can do that actually that’s not that crazy of a thing to do I don’t know man I don’t know I don’t know man oh my God girl immedia forgot how to communicate how do you communicate with someone you’re not on good terms with

That’s the real question though you know that’s the it’s the real question spam call that’s that would work probably you guys want to know something else I did silly um maybe fix the terms I could do that I don’t know this sucks is it a sign room it’s not a sign

Room I wonder whose fault it is it’s entirely my fault I’m aware let’s learn how to manipulate in the B that would work uh you betray Eclipse yeah hey I don’t okay well I don’t regret what I did realistically but um I I do miss them still you know horse he’s

Here this is so cool isn’t this awesome isn’t this really cool this is really cool this horse horse is here isn’t that so that’s so awesome did you bring him here yeah Jerry the 13th went missing so yeah why did you kidnap horam so I can give it back to Subs

Yeah so talk to him that is a good excuse to talk to him uh uh it’s subscore hi I have stuff I want to give you maybe he’ll talk to me now if I tell him I have stuff to give him cuz I don’t think he wants to talk to me

Realistically I don’t know goodness gracious oh my God is your new team’s Banner really an eclipse R off this is not my new team’s Banner you should get caught up on the streams I think if you want to know what this Banner is yep oh my

God I think he’s yeah I don’t think he wants to talk to me we can’t cuz y all keep streaming it’s not my fault I I’m sorry it’s just I like being live on Twitch it’s either okay it’s either I I sit in this room and I think about being

Live on Twitch or I sit in this room and I am live on Twitch one or the other you know I can’t really do anything else so yeah oh my God you need help probably just keep bothering him and he’ll talk to you cuz you know you’re

Toxic only a little bit you need you need to talk to a therapist who isn’t planet or or any other person playing Minecraft maybe maybe um yeah maybe maybe I also wrote A Few signs guys I miss him I I really miss him oh my God oh my God oh my God [Laughter]

Oh dude oh my God he replied guys he replied wait this is big wait this is big what about the no sign R you’re right I I did yeah my bad my bad you’re right oh my God he said do you need me

To log on he said all he I said yes he said all right oh my God guys guys I get okay this is actually really big wait oh my God this is a big day for me this is a big day for me this is really

Big oh my God I rewatched the um the stream where I joined the eclipse Federation uh literally just now and I’m really sad now so yeah I don’t know why I did that I probably shouldn’t have done that it’s made everything worse I shouldn’t have done that but I did I

Rewatched that stream I saw mic and roshambo beating me up and stuff and then Subs being all like Zam don’t worry I’ll I’ll I’ll invite you to my team and I’ll save you and stuff and I was like oh my God I miss him I was really sad

And I’m really sad and now I’m so sad and oh my God this is really sad really Mrs Eclipse yeah you may have heard all the eclipse andj but maybe it seems you hurt yourself the most a little bit yeah I didn’t want to do it you know

Like I didn’t want to leave the team but like I had to do something against the exploits cuz I can’t I don’t know man it’s like I sacrificed my closest friends for like my own happiness which actually it didn’t even end up with my own happiness because like I’m even

Sadder now would I have better off if I just stayed on Eclipse till it became too much or I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know oh my God probably not I don’t know realistically if I stayed on the team I would have probably been sad as well I

Don’t know there’s no winning there’s no winning it’s just oh my God oh my God leaving on neutal terms at least would have been better yeah I didn’t want them to kill them I told them not to but they were like no it would be cool if we did that so

Yeah oh my god oh what the [ __ ] Vortex dragon now oh my God you would have never been happy if you stayed but you didn’t have to leave like that I know I didn’t have to leave like that you got peer pressured again a little

Bit but it’s my fault too I thought it would have been cool if that happened if it happened like that I don’t know uh where do you want to meet it was kind of cool yeah it it was for jiren jiren needed it I don’t know why I’m messaging him or

Is best for you where should I meet him where should I pick where’re somewhere cool I don’t know how far he is from Spawn okay oh my goodness oh we should go to the flying temple thing we should we should go to the flying temple thing that would be

Cool hurt yourself more meet at Detroit where he rescued you oh my god oh that would suck that would suck so bad oh my God I would start crying I think I would start crying oh my God you better explain your reasoning to him I need to explain everything to him I

Need to apologize for what I’ve done I don’t know it’d be better if Vitaly was there too honestly but I don’t think Vitaly can get on goodness oneon-one is better yeah I guess by just get mad at me I have to apologize to vital separately I hope he stabs you I’m salty

Honestly me too at this point he should I think Vitaly will Sav you too realistically okay they’re hurting too they are hurting too yeah what the hell whoa new house at spawn I haven’t seen this one wait this is cool it’s actually really cool do not okay I won’t enter actually I’m

Not a rule breaker I would never is it oh there cows that spawn that were spawned in using spawn eggs this is insane don’t apologize you’re ruining the evil Arc good point actually I am ruining the evil Arc but I think the only way to feel

Better about myself is if I apologize in some way shape or form I don’t think things are going to go back to the way they were I feel like they never will but at the same time it’s like I need to say something at least I need to say

Something oh my God selfish again you don’t feel you don’t care how he feels at all well I don’t know how he feels are you giving him things other than horse yeah my entire inventory I don’t know why’ you let three heart Trio stab them only to

Immediately regret it girl because I was like I saw the dup Vault or whatever and I thought like oh my God they’re so [ __ ] evil they’re like very very evil and um the I was like they’re so evil I can’t believe this they’ve been lying to

Me all this time and stuff but in reality it’s like oh yeah I don’t know man I don’t know man I don’t know how to this sucks I mean I think bacon had a point I feel like it would have been worse if I stayed on the team and just kept my

Emotions to myself cuz then it would have just been me you sub needs material items well it doesn’t matter about whether he needs it or not it’s the thought that counts right I don’t know does Subs know about the Vault I don’t think so so I’ll explain that to

Him as well I have to tell him like everything that happened I need to tell him everything and why I made the decision I made and make him understand hopefully and I don’t think he’s going to leave Vitaly at all like there’s no way he does that after what I did so I

Don’t I don’t know I just I need to yeah what Vault uh it was on the bacon stream um uh where vital showed me the book there was literally a vault with every single item that they’re using like a a chest full of Bedrock chest full of barriers chest full of various

Spawn eggs chest full of potions that give you like every effect in the game all sorts of stuff like that so yeah I don’t know man yeah watch the bacon waffles VOD it’s important probably the Hyperion oh my God thank you for the sub endercraft

Yeah catch up on the low you need to watch like literally every VOD ever from Wednesday I think I don’t know oh my God neutral better than enemies to be honest yeah hey I think okay I know I’m sad and I know I miss them but I can’t change what happened you

Know I can’t go back on what I did I’ll definitely apologize for what I did but I can’t go back on what I did you know like I made that decision because I believed it was the right decision and I can’t change that you know I I shouldn’t

Change that that would be [ __ ] up to just go back on it immediately I’m not going to do that um but I will apologize for betraying his trust because I feel awful for that that’s what this is It’s just apologizing for betraying his Trust was a good decision but the execution of it

Nuh-uh no it was worth it yeah jiren got a kill but also that’s [ __ ] up I’m sorry I’m sorry oh man oh I dropped my sword I brought my real gear as well so yeah yeah Jen’s first kill it was his second kill I think but yeah Big second

Kill and it’s on the biggest bat of the server like that’s so cool that’s so cool well not big as bad but the Vitality he has like everything in the world so yeah he was like walking around with like the ashwag effects and all like the

Poopies effects and all that like a PO potion I think that’s what they’re called he’s walking around with literally all the positive effects in the game that was a scary sight to see for sure let’s be real spoke is the big bad true but I don’t know killing Vitality

Definitely is something because you know he has like literally all the power in the world so yeah make sub stand on the blue square if I’m feeling silly but I think I’m not feeling silly right now I’m feeling like crying but hey is what it is Sam is it feeling silly yeah there’s

A reason I can’t be there’s there’s a reason I can’t be the silliest lifestyle member does that tell us you know what spoke already shared the glitch with mic I don’t know I don’t I don’t know how has subs not stabbed you yet I don’t know I’m expecting him to patiently awaiting goodness

Gracious Man how far is this it subs guy probably from the other one other other side of the server probably very furthest out corner of the server oh my goodness stop regretting start moving forward dog it’s a good point oh maybe F there oh I don’t want him to see me on

Horse because then he’s going to be like oh no uh that’s actually my horse um yeah you need to go on a villain Arc never I can’t I would feel bad for everything I do and then I would like feel bad and then I’d be feeling bad and um yeah oh

There he is okay let’s oh some’s here too oh god oh it’s all happening at once oh no um oh there’s the mapic oh there’s Subs okay oh wait oh Subs oh there is Subs oh I got them wrong oh he’s in a call okay I’m going to ring him hello

Hi hi Prince Sam hey man hey man here follow me actually I don’t want me to watch this oh okay yeah he’s levitating over there he’s on a Shuler he’s weird oh okay yeah I don’t know why he’s like that where are you taking me I’m so nervous up here oh okay there

Yeah it’s a pretty build it is it is a nice build not used enough yeah I mean it did stash like 3,000 dogs for a little while it did do that yeah you doing function has potato salad what does that what does that mean I don’t know oh my God you spell this

Word hm what does that mean ASM toote yeah what does that word mean it’s a math term oh okay I don’t remember I haven’t been on math in like a year I see I see okay hey man it’s been a little while yeah I feel like I need to explain

Myself a little bit yeah I know I know uh first things first I have a few things for you that we need to return you know they’re not mine so leave them placed here you can keep these I said you can I I kept like half it’s okay you’re fine I

Don’t have any inventory space for these well they’re here now so you can take them whenever you want I don’t know it doesn’t matter I also brought your horse for you this your horse oh wait it is horse wow yeah I did ride [ __ ] here so might be that’s awkward that does suck

Oh man yeah might this I mean I can maybe like take him back with a lead yeah maybe I don’t know I don’t know can keep up probably probably yeah I don’t know um okay wait let me open up OBS okay just in case it working black screen black screen black

Screen there we go okay continue um okay um I feel the need to apologize for what I did the other day you know I got Vitality killed and stuff and bet trade and stuff like that yeah yeah [ __ ] up man yeah I didn’t like doing that you know you’ve done a lot

For me you stuck your neck out for me countless times and it wasn’t okay for me to just you know take that and just get rid of it like that you know so yeah just wanted to apologize I don’t think what I’m doing is the wrong

Thing I think I am walking the right path it’s just you know I’ve I’ve done some wrong things on the way there I guess you know and that was definitely one of them so could definitely say that yeah definitely did not need to do that it was not a necessarity and um

Sorry about it I appreciate the apology yeah I’ve been looking back on things a lot you know you’ve done a lot for me you know you and Vitaly both have done like a lot a lot for me so it’s I don’t know it’s just sad that I betrayed you guys like

That um if you like some explanation for as to why I um it wasn’t because of the the the Bedrock Farm in the end that I didn’t find you know it wasn’t because of that it’s because I found a vault where Vitaly you know showed me the book

Or whatever that had every single item that they’re using so when you told me that oh hey by the way you don’t know their powers and stuff like that I I I think I do know most of their powers I don’t know I I know enough I

Think I don’t know I’ve seen barrier blocks Bedrock Warden spawn eggs spawn eggs like every every kind of spawn egg bunch of op items the one shot swords potions that give you like every effect in the game stuff like that you know these things what the [ __ ] what okay so you

Know about it too and you’re content with that you’re okay with being on that side I mean I I told you I know about everything okay well to be fair though The Vault was revealed to me after you betrayed I didn’t actually know the Vault was after you betrayed uh vitalacy took

Me to that Vault wow and showed me everything okay I genely had no idea that was there yeah as soon as I found that Vault uh my decision is made for me I couldn’t be on this team so that’s the real reason I left you know after seeing

All those items in person for myself I just I couldn’t handle it and I need to do something about it and what I did was not the greatest move but again it’s the move I made so is what it is and once again I’m sorry yeah I I appreciate the apology

But I I I think it’s honestly a good thing that you were able to come to a decision for yourself I mean when you came to join the team you were kind of like you were [ __ ] up yeah like so much [ __ ] happened but now you seem to

Be able to make decisions for yourself and actually look after yourself too yeah so you know as much as it sucks I’m glad that we were able to help you in some way yeah see at least for me I I I I I enjoyed having you in the team and I

Still want to keep some type of connection with you I mean I don’t know if Vitality feels the same way yeah he’s he’s having a moment to say the least he’s going through he’s going through a lot so just fair warning for the future I might hold back but I don’t think Vitalis

Will that’s that’s okay I’ve I mean I’ve I’ve made my decision you know like if that’s what’s going to happen then is what it is I guess you know yeah but yeah I don’t know I don’t know but I’m willing to stand up against the exploits I want to make a change for

This Server I want to you know accomplish my dream and I think the four of us me mic jiren and or not me [ __ ] me bacon jiren and Planet are going to do whatever it takes to get there you know so if that does mean fighting you and

Vitalacy then I guess that’s how it has to be yeah uh yeah I guess that’s kind of what it’s come to then yeah it’s clear you’re not you’re you’re on a side till the end so yeah I don’t think there’s anything I can do if you want to I don’t

Know fight me or something or kill me right now go ahead I’ve brought all my gear you know I have no reason to just jump and kill you I mean I very easily could it’s just yeah I have nothing on me that’s not gonna change anything I

Don’t see why there would be much point I mean I have a full kit on me I didn’t know if I was going to get jumped or something here so like I’m fullly get out but yeah my inventory was full of shulkers so I brought some stuff to put

Up a fight at least so if you do want to do that you know I I I really don’t want to fight usam to be honest like before all of this happened what I wanted to do was just build a base in the end and then just

Kind of leave everything I didn’t really want to fight anymore and I I kind of voiced that in meetings before too I said that we didn’t owe the server anything why why should we help them now and I still feel that way and maybe that’s why I’m on the side of these

Exploits or whatnot because I personally don’t feel like I owe the server anything I mean from my point of view I’ve been [ __ ] over this entire season I tried to be a pacifist people found me people killed me I tried to helpful when I join the APO it never worked out and

Just just every single time I tried to do something good for this server I’ve been [ __ ] over and that that’s kind of why I I have to stay on this side that’s fair I don’t blame you I see okay yeah I don’t know oh [ __ ] okay oh

My God scared the [ __ ] out of me okay yeah I don’t know I don’t think the peaceful life in the end could have even happened realistically because Vitaly had his plan I don’t think I don’t think there’s any stopping Vitaly from you know doing what he’s doing

So no it was wishful thinking thinking in the end yeah but I would have come along with you for sure I didn’t want to do any of this either but again I saw the Vault and the decision was was practically Made For Me Yeah here we are now yep unfortunate circumstances it’s

Awful I don’t know well I appreciate you calling me out here and apologizing and turning my horse and these shers yeah was a nice gesture put these away and I can probably grab them I know these don’t really matter but I also want to give

You uh two hearts of mine because I feel like without your inv vitality’s help I never would have gotten them you know and stuff like that some I I can’t take these are you at 20 oh okay I I really can’t no just take them because again without you I

Would probably banned so I no trust me keep them you’re going to need those you are going to need those for what is to come okay trust me thank you for the r a I appreciate it though okay all right guess this is it then yeah thank you for seeing me I

Appreciate you yeah thank you for calling me out here I appreciate it as well bye Subs bye I miss him so much h he’s not going to be my Teammate oh my God man this means I’m going to have to fight him in the future oh my God oh my God oh my God this [ __ ] sucks is what it is I man man did what you had to do I did do what I had to

Do at least he took the shulkers I’m I’m glad he took the shulkers at least you know that’s like pretty cool oh my God I’m so sad my God oh my God oh it’s fine you know the path to getting rid of exploits on the server isn’t you

Know a a clean one I um one without pain that’s for sure don’t say [Laughter] copio the path to achieving my dream it was never going to be a painless one it was never going to be a painless one no matter what it’s fine it’s it’s fine it’s fine stop saying

That I’m I’m try I’m like all sad over him when you’re over here like I hope he oh my God oh my God oh man man this [ __ ] sucks life ruining it’s fine it’s fine it’s it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’ll be fine I again I I have it’s it’s

Fine it’s not fine it’s it’s it’ll be it’s a it it’s fine it it’s a little fine it’s he had the warden eggs oh my God okay this [ __ ] sucks I’m not fine oh my God oh my God oh my God would have thought you’d have to

Fight Subs in Vitality teamed with mayic mayic is not my teammate he just cares for me a little bit which yeah I just grabbed sub’s hores I just gave it back to him I just gave it back to him [ __ ] I just gave it back to him oh my God read the

Room oh my God [Laughter] than I have to find a new horse man it’s enough Minecraft for today I I [ __ ] hate this server I hate the server oh my God oh my God okay thank you guys for watching Le still andp I yep that was awesome awesome stream

Thank you guys for watching friend Zam uh who do I raid who’s live on Twitch oh my god I’ve never readed sneak snack before I like I’m GNA read sneak snack guys hope you guys enjoyed prin stream I would have raided otter but that you

Raed me they you raid bit otter yeah yep short stream for today cuz I need to stop playing lifestyle smpp and do things that are not lifestyle smpp so yeah I will see you guys later thank you guys for watching friends Zam I will see you later bye bye guys bye