“WHAT AM I ANYMORE?” | Fairy Tail Origins S5 EP 38 | Minecraft Anime Roleplay

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Content contains some scenes with adult themes and maybe some cursing and something like that it might be unsuitable for children to watch so uh viewer discretion is advised so uh Live is you i cannot breathe Uh what where did i go one second i was on the island with the rest with everyone else and it was a big blast and oh did i land in a tree ugh that’s not good yes you should have seen yourself it was very very neat honestly watching you slumped over like that

Who do you think cushioned the blow wait you have control like some sort of control hidden i told you you can’t keep it from me it’s just a weather of where i tell you or not i’m not telling you how much power i have that’s concerning but thank you i guess for

Helping me not die there well it wouldn’t help me much if you were to die here would it no i guess not no you’re right i need to be alive right cool for you to take me over again one day looking forward to that great wonderful unless i don’t let you

Do that and then you can’t yes try try on your mind maybe sooner than later ah yeah yeah yeah whatever richie richie uh everyone else yes um i need to we need to find them and why would that be you know the quickest way to find them

Would be to wait for them back at the guild don’t you think i mean yeah but they could be in trouble right now and and you have no idea who you are where you were sent flying and no idea where they were sent you’re right i would just be looking around

Like a wild goose and i would just be a burden why are you always right no i haven’t heard those words in a while me being right i thought i was always wrong well yeah in the past you were you know but you’ve been helping me lately and i

Just feel like we’re you know uh not having as much trouble as usual yeah yes because exactly what i need is a headache all the time from yelling at you and missile yeah well do you know which way north is what do i look like a compass to you no but

That did give me an idea though yeah and it’s that way that was north so gotcha you’re welcome i didn’t need your help for that yes who is it uh hello can i uh come in it’s me laura yeah yeah yeah come on in uh hi hey um

Been a while i hope the mission didn’t go too well yeah that uh i’m just waiting for richie to get back and um is he okay i heard you all got knocked across the clock yeah that was uh pretty big it was not i had no idea they had someone like that

On their side i knew they had someone you i didn’t know it was someone like that otherwise i probably would have taken precautions for you i suppose yeah by the way um thanks for you know stepping up for me back at the meeting oh any time of course i knew you’re not

Like that laura so i know at least that makes someone i mean i know kids believes in me that’s always a nice fault that didn’t help the kit wasn’t really there yeah yeah and i don’t really think uh kit’s in good standing with uh richie so oh no yeah

Well they have good right to be but oh yeah i definitely agree um i want to say sorry for not coming to you sooner no it’s fine never left yeah i’m glad you didn’t leave that made me happy knowing that you’re still here so yeah i’m um

Basically um the night after we talked i was i even got a boat i was preparing to leave but kitten van stopped me and couldn’t bring myself to leave and then the apocalypse happened and and then you all went off to solo so i never got the chance and then like when

You came back i love you to talk to richie and brandon that’s who i am which richie kind of exposed me in front of everyone so now you know yeah i i know what you i know what you mean and now that there’s that context of

You know you didn’t tell me that your brother was in devil’s tongue back then but that made me even grateful even more grateful that you didn’t go back to join him yeah i suppose we really would have met again as enemies yeah yeah yeah

I mean i was supposed to join at 18 and happy birthday to me a few like weeks ago yeah true huh well how have you been what’s been happening it’s all about yeah shut my door please yes of course oh here we go there we go yeah nice and warm

Exactly yeah the only thing the only thing i have is a hood i use that this doesn’t actually fall over my head i see yeah yeah let’s uh i guess go for a walk then clear our heads it’s um i i started the monopoly like like the game and no like a

Business that ran out all the other businesses in that ah i see yeah is that what this is giving us deliver easiest i even have the logo on my shoulder oh you do oh look at that it it no it’s the colors and fun and uh someone from the protectors iris and

Also we have someone doing community service very nice very nice so how have you been ah a lot of stuff has happened a lot of things going on so yeah that’s something at least uh obviously of course but um you know most importantly i guess i should

You know mention that uh well you know what i’ll show you uh um what’s a okay i think i can imagine that up real quick don’t don’t imagine stuff right now huh what do you mean don’t you bleeding again oh no no no no trust me that that won’t happen

Yeah yes that kind of trouble isn’t going to be happening for a while now is it devin wait wait no What’s in your eye who’s this person again oh this is this is laura she’s a friend yeah you and your friends oh laura this is uh eden he’s my other half the missing half yep you got it back yep that’s part of the thing that happened nearly died but that’s good

Yes uh yeah you nearly killed me that’s not good i mean with context of course i would never kill you kill you it’s just you know yeah that context right but uh yeah i can do something like this now and it doesn’t affect me any though i don’t it’s amazing i don’t

Think anyone would like this in the middle of the probably not that probably not so i’ll just get rid of it maybe somewhere on like in front of the guild maybe maybe they’ll wonder why there’s a replica of uh the statues in the city that’s the only first thing i could think of

Because the other statues i can’t really have to make it up in my head and everything i could actually do that but yes you have to go like through some designs yes it’s very very common very easy to do oh and by the way he nearly blew up uh

Nearly blew up the island or the other island i should say not this one hello yes that was me so dangerous oh do i look dangerous to you i i wouldn’t i mean you look like devin i feel pretty safe around devon well that works to my advantage oh

Shut up just no no he’s not in control he’s i am in control almost all the time so he just likes to talk so that’s that’s about it that’s good as long as he’s in control yeah let’s stop all these signs wait come here okay forward just step forward step

Forward i’m gonna close the door you can open them oh this is very it’s very rude well i say roomy there’s a lot of stuff on the ground celebrity oh huh everything wow yeah a lot of books oh they’re just yeah they’re actually parcels um just colorful

Parcels or like lots of letters to certain areas um what basically the new atlantic’s postal service ah i see i see this is how you monopolized huh that wasn’t the plan like really trust me it really wasn’t no um it wasn’t the point was that after the eclipse skate um like

Things in atlanta weren’t going well because of the damages so like a lot of quests pulled in and people couldn’t actually afford to like pay for all of the quests so we decided i could have gone back into after the eclipse uh that happened the arc of the eclipse

And this is basically how we covered the costs of the disaster relief dividends deliveries and disaster relief yeah i could have gone in like probably like i say reimagine we like you know reconstructed the city from all the damages you can always need some help yeah you’re always welcome to

Join us on some excavations oh trust me they would be very quick with me around so uh that’s good to know that’s around ladies of course of course never be the same without you eden i know so weird no you’re weird no you’re weird we could go back and

Forth like this all day i’ll go back and forth all i want yeah see like you go back and forth on where you want your allegiances don’t listen he likes to like i said he’s not the very he’s not the nicest of people and you’re not spring chicken either no

You have your past i know i know i know right yeah yeah he’s brutally honest sometimes i i don’t mean to be awkward no hey you know i may have said something too much sorry sorry but yeah so that’s what’s been going on here um a lot actually and

So wait all the problems solved um is everything right now i’m happy uh i wouldn’t say i’m uh i wouldn’t say i’m that happy but i’m doing okay and that’s uh that’s an improvement i’m just waiting on a certain someone really yeah i i won’t

Pry if you don’t want to say yeah i i i don’t want to say anything to make it you know if it’s not going to happen then i don’t want it to be out there that it’s happened so so yeah yeah that’s um of course uh i don’t mean to be really

About this yeah i’m here if you need me so well if you’re not going to say it i will no no no no please no no no no don’t say it don’t say it well this one has a crush on richie wait really yeah huh yeah i i didn’t see you coming

Trust me i didn’t either i’m sorry i just uh i suppose you two would i mean i’m not actually any good at romance never done it myself but i’m sure it would go well uh it hasn’t so far so that’s why i’m i say it hasn’t it’s like

He he told me to wait and the longer i wait the more i wonder if it it’s going to happen or not i don’t want to i just don’t want to get in this way i’m waiting for you but worth anything it means a lot you want it to happen i

I do he’s he’s been really close to me and i wonder people wonder why i’m i’m he’s that important to me it’s well well sometimes you know people are close to you you know when it first happened yeah when it uh i first realized i had you know feelings for richie was

You know actually uh not long after our conversation and i passed out from uh lack of magic you passed out yeah after that conversation i passed out didn’t he make it to the bed i’m so sorry no no it’s fine it’s fine richie came and rescued me

At least that’s how i saw it well i mean that’s as long as you’re okay and yeah i um ever since then i felt this sort of closeness to him and i for the longest time i was afraid that it would just get in his way but

Uh you just really can’t this one just needs to be selfish every once in a while like me yeah you’ve told me that i need to be selfish but there’s a difference between being selfish and being a burden eden what are you trying to say that i’m a burden not saying

That you’re an asset cry about it why don’t you ah don’t worry plenty of tears are coming plenty uh you just seem to have issues we get we get along just fine i don’t know what you’re talking about well if anything like i said i’m rooting for you

He makes you happy then yeah he does i don’t that’s i’ve been waiting to see him actually so i needed to talk i’ve been waiting all things as well not fun things yeah well here’s hoping it goes Without a hitch yes you like fairy tales like me right yeah of course do you think like the fairy tale villains the stories yeah do you think they had like family worrying about them hoping that they’d realize what they’re doing do you think they were better in the past

The way i see it uh the way i see it in books at least there’s stories like that um you know villains are written out to be one-sided and um unlikable and all that they’re written out to be that way but in reality there is no one like that

Life isn’t a fairy tale sometimes we wish it was yeah but that’s the hard truth right that’s why it’s called reality yeah just a role given to you there is no sometimes it feels too much like a fairy tale really there is no 100 evil there’s morally gray and there’s people

Who push the boundaries of course they make bad decisions and then when is it too far when is someone as far gone as a fairytale villain just deserving to die and with no one i i don’t like saying it like this but when when their existence just them being alive

Threatens the threatens the life of other people that they just become a little too close to home right i know i’ve done bad things in my my life as well i’ve hurt people uh none more than myself though but um yeah i’ve changed yeah i mean we’ve both done terrible things right we’ve

We’ve both changed so others can too um well there’s a testament to that there is always a possibility of change always yeah never goes away especially if they were good before right yeah the takeaway is how many have to die before they change isn’t it um you’re right

But we don’t know we’re not all knowing none of us know speak for yourself shut up he likes to think he’s a god yeah that reminds me way too much of someone yeah does it really yeah the lord before the lord appeared luca really wasn’t so terrible

Actually he was amazing now i was wondering why me and him got got along just nicely when i met him you you met him yeah apparently eden’s been in contact with devil’s tongue before we were in the past year wait hey you uh yes they did help me with a few schemes

Of mine and in return i gave them a few things i should say i conjured them up wait did you know did you know about what he was though uh the lord i mean well i could see through anyone plain as day but he is an enigma why didn’t you tell

Why didn’t you tell biblico do i look like a good person considering you’re in devon’s body yes yeah thank you thank you i am glad you think it’s the hand well before this before i looked like this i did not look like a nice person i could tell you that much i’ve been

Told all my life hmm no no i i don’t like him devon what what’s his name again eden even i i don’t like you either yes getting lime no no no none of you like me makes me wonder how much the mental state of this one’s going to handle it

When all i do when i speak everyone just yells at him i i won’t yell at you no it’s fine no no no it’s fine i i don’t i don’t take that at all like you made it seem in it’s it’s not me it’s you and aren’t we the same

Used to be yep sorry about talking to myself about the eden talk it out talk it out i don’t know what’s going on anymore in my life i’ve lost control so that’s something we have in common i’ve lost all control and now i’m just hoping for an anchor and my anchor is telling

Me to wait oh i i mean i’m just waiting for uh guild master richie and guild master flurry to kill the only family i had all my life so you know um yeah it seems like a lose-lose experience yes wouldn’t describe my experience as feeling like i’m in control

Describe it as waiting for everything to go in my life if my life has anything to to say for itself it’s that i’ve learned that revenge for the sake of revenge only hurts everyone so that’s why i’m not it’s like i understand why they want to take biblico out i understand why

They they felt a lot of pain from this of course but that doesn’t solve anything it won’t i it’s it’s the lord that manipulated us both of us i was manipulated too and i mean i broke free i freed myself from the light hanging so far i described my experience as

Constant emotional turmoil yeah if he tries to do the same of course i’ll help him get out i mean the last thing i did out of revenge it’s resulted in eden turning into a burden on everyone so excuse you no no i won’t what do i do if he doesn’t listen though

Oh i didn’t actually tell anyone this but it was when he came by because he did come by i did tell everyone that but he came by in this very room actually he i told him something yeah i told him that i wanted to give him like i want to move on

With him i i i tried to tell him that the lord manipulated us i tried i promise then what did i say about being so flip floppity and changing your allegiances i’m not changing my allegiance i’m i’m hoping that he can see things i i don’t want him to be my enemy

That’s the last thing i want i just want to be a good person hope you say yeah i just so i told him i i told him that i’m willing to try and get back what we had because luka he used to be amazing he used to be luca that was his name

And he was the best brother anyone could ever ask for he was all he was all i had and then the lord came by and changed and it’s been eight years now do you want my honest opinion i don’t think she does why is it if you’d keep following this endless

Cycle of wanting to help and not being able to you’re going to go insane you’re gonna you’re dooming yourself to this might i say it’s fate until something changes it’s just going to follow itself over and over again i mean if he does change i want to be

There for him i know how terrible it has changed do you know the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different outcome but that’s insane still in that luca i mean if lucas is still in there i i want to help him i want to hope that

He’s still in there and if he’s dead already you mean if he died eight years ago yes what’s to say this the lord hasn’t completely overwritten him and is now faking it hmm i don’t know maybe that’s why i thought he was an enigma because i couldn’t read him that well

When i met him i think you’ve said enough i want to hope i meant again let’s hope even mata and guildmaster i shouldn’t build master flurry will don’t kill him anyway there’s a lot a lot to take in and i’m sorry i’m not well equipped or

Like good enough to be a therapist or anything like that it’s just a lot of stuff going on yeah i brought i just laid it all yeah yeah just sorry it’s okay i can i can actually imagine losing a sibling because please don’t imagine that i’d dwell not literally that but

I’ve already lost i say got quote unquote lost a sibling quote unquote but uh a different story for a different time i i need to i’m gonna go back to sorry no no it’s fine sorry i’m just i’m gonna go see if richie’s returned yeah rich yeah um if

God good luck i sorry i i’m just not doing well right now i know it’s i understand hopefully our next talk will be a little bit more um less emotional less emotionally tiring that is because right now that’s taking a lot out of me for some reason

I’m so sorry i no it’s not your fault it’s partially eden it’s kind of wrecking me right now with uh guilt but yeah i’ll talk to you later i’ll see you later good luck see ya i’m waiting for you thank you you